Scared to go to work again
November 21, 2008 3:20pm
Well, last week I took three days off of work. I work with my dad so I have a little room to take off time when I really really need it. …
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November 15, 2008 5:56pm
10/31 About meeting my love
I'm so pensive about my future.
When will I meet him?
And will I get the shivers when we hold …
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strong enough
November 15, 2008 5:53pm
10/20/08
I can't deal with it anymore.
No matter what I do
How hard I try.
It's never enough.
I've done my best
and I thought that was …
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My own
November 15, 2008 5:44pm
10/19/2008
I'm not a child anymore.
My life is my own.
My struggles are my own.
And in my deepest and darkest hours
I pulled strength from …
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About wanting someone and love
November 15, 2008 5:40pm
10/16/08
Over the years I've managed to have serious relationships with some great guys. One broke up with me because of …
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We are going to get through this no matter what....
I’m With You
I hope you can get back on track dear. I also hope there is a reliable source of help for you...you did nothing wrong...remember that. I am sorry that you are having such troubles. Merry Christmas and may 2009 be ever so good to you! Blessings across the miles!
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Close Schizophrenia
Well I have anxiety, a.d.d., they say bipolar, and then a year ago I had symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia. I had psychosis and was thinking that people could hear my conversations on the phone, were spying on me in the ceiling and floors, people were following me, people were out to hurt me, my family was going to get in trouble for something, and the voices are terrible
Treatments
- Clozaril Considering
- Trying tot get on it
- Geodon Working / Worked
- it worked sort of okay.. I got on it to get me off xprexa
- Music Working / Worked
- Keeps the voices at bay and it makes me happy
- Pets Working / Worked
- I got a ferret after my hospital stay and it helped me out a lot
- Risperdal Not Working
- Face was really dry and eyes were red and burning. Weight gain
- Seroquel Not Working
- Weight gain!!!!!!
- Zyprexa Not Working
- Gained 60 pounds on it so I hated it. Still had extreme symptoms for over 2 months after starting it.
- Provigil Considering
- I really want to try this because there isnt weight gain with it
Close Rape
I was raped at 15 by being drugged and left alone with 8 guys and now I was raped again...
Treatments
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- Talked about it with the rape crisis center. Then I blurted it out to my parents. I told my greatest guy friend and he left me cry into him and that made me feel better.
Open Insomnia
I have had insomnia since I was twelve. I've gone over 6 days without sleep and with medication at that. It has hurt my abilities in the daytime and relationships.
Treatments
- Ambien Not Working
- It somewhat worked if I had two but I had wanted to sleep really bad one night and took twelve and drove and got a dui. That was a side effect not mentioned in prescribing
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- but i have it prescribed during day so i can't take at night
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- never worked
- Dalmane Not Working
- Gabitril Not Working
- seizure
- Halcion Not Working
- Lunesta Not Working
- nasty taste in mouth
- Meditation Not Working
- Music Not Working
- start getting into the music
- Reading Not Working
- get to into them
- Restoril Not Working
- Rozerem Not Working
- nothing
- Trazodone Not Working
- just gave me a headache
- Xyrem Working / Worked
- it really knocked me out. had respirtory effects and ended up in the hospital 3 times and stopped breathing once so they took me off of it
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- it got me to sleep but had weight gain
Open GERD & Heartburn
i've had reflux problems since 7 throwing up. It's gotten worse now.
Treatments
- Aciphex Not Working
- Antacids Not Working
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Not Working
- Dietary Modification Not Working
- Domperidone Not Working
- Ginger Not Working
- Nexium Not Working
- Pepcid Not Working
- Pepto-Bismol Not Working
- Prevacid Not Working
- Prilosec Not Working
- Protonix Not Working
- Raising Bed Position Not Working
- Reglan Not Working
- Tagamet Not Working
Open Panic Attacks
I have had anxiety/panic attacks as long as I can remember... I came home from hs alot and walked back to my car when going to college classes....
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- It helped a little bit but I don't think it was a high enough dose
- BuSpar Not Working
- Effexor Not Working
- does nothing
- Inderal Not Working
- use that for something else
- Klonopin Too Soon to Tell
- I am trying it now but for some reason I am having no effect on it..
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Helps when I can get away and do it but haven't done it in the morning in months
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- Helps somewhat
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- dry mouth and I don't see the help
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- somewhat helpful but sometimes that just doesn't do a dang thing
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- It helped and helped me sleep but I am afraid to get on it fully for weight gain.... tried years ago
- Tofranil Not Working
- Trazodone Not Working
- gave me headache
- Xanax Considering
- I really want it but since my doctor thinks I am an addict she won't prescribe it
- Zoloft Not Working
- did nothin and gave me dry mouth and zombie lke
