latingoddis's Journal

i am the only that matters right now at the moment so i have come to the conclusion my life don't need him he chose to walk away well good bye don't let the doornob make your asshole bigger. i was alone for a long time then i found what i thouth was a wonderful man now he's shit to me. I use to be so picky then i met him and i settled.  I settled for a man who has two exwives and to other children i settled for a really disfuctional man who has nothing but work in the brain. he had no time for me and the little time he did have he shared it with his puter and porn i didn't like what he watched on tv, it was nothing but svu and ci and racerx speedracer talk on his brain.  Boy was he stuck in the seventies.  I never listened to music in my house just what he wanted to listen too.  there was no noise in my house in oklahoma or while we lived together in chicago and i'm not like that i use to listen to music i use to talk to people alot for five years i spoke to no one or atleast anyone worthy.  I use to spend money on me for five years i spent my money on him and now i'm broke and so its time for me to continue life with my daughter and mom.  I know i can't hold my daughter back nor do i want to so i will stay with mom. TODAY I'M OK. AND I WILL CONTINUE TO BE OK BY MYSELF.  i would love to have someone to share it with but if i can't well i'm cool. and i will continue to be cool

i love u all and thanks for the friendships