As Darkness Fades
September 16, 2009 8:56am
Falling from myselfI would close my eyes forever if it would make you see the lightThe mirror holds the empty reflection as the skin fadesThrashing …
Goal Completed on May 1, 09
TwilightStar 
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About Me
TwilightStar
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About Me
Founder of "Hope for Borderline Relationships" and the newly founded "Moving Past Suicide"
Founder of "Hope for Borderline Relationships" and the newly founded "Moving Past Suicide"
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Website
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Interests
Art, Photography, Tarot, Wolves & Ravens, Anne Rice books, Writing, Interfaith Spirituality, Video Games, Tattoo Designing, the list goes on. To become a blog reader send me a note and if I know you well enough ill add you to the list.
Art, Photography, Tarot, Wolves & Ravens, Anne Rice books, Writing, Interfaith Spirituality, Video Games,
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Recent Activity
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Journal
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Greetings from the Collegeland
August 23, 2009 8:14pm
Welcome to my room! Where all things magical occur!Atm I am laying here, shoulders in PAIN, and neck in MORE PAIN because I spent all day walking …
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Flashback into poetry
August 20, 2009 12:38am
I see you in your room, Hear you screamingNo one seems to be there, I am alone.I read the letters you wrote to meLeft for me by midnight, waiting for …
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Crap
August 19, 2009 5:16pm
There is a voidThat I tried my best to fillEven the slightest of lightI lift my hopes only to killThere is a voiceGifted with persuasionBrings me …
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Had a chat
August 9, 2009 8:42pm
I sat down and had a real talk with my sister today. About my past. About what I dont remember.Apparently my home was incredibly hostile when I was a …
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Moment of Peace
i hope u feel better. no matter what, things will be alright. and i am here if u need a true friend.
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Child abuse is the most terrible act that a human being can commit outside of murder. May God bless you in your life as you work through the terrible consequences.
With much love and affection Rich-
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Have a super week!!!!!!! If there is anything that you want to talk about, let me know.
Fugioman 
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How you doing TS? Hang in there girl. Love you!!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
I started cutting when I was a sophmore, and stopped when I went into the hospital for an ED junior year. But really Im addicted to any kind of self injury. Im forced to fight the urges every day. And I do, its just hard. Very.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Kind of helps.
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- Works
- Squeezing Ice Working / Worked
- Definately works.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Depends on who you are talking too, can make it worse
Close Depression
I became incredibly depressed starting 7th grade when my mother became the most outwardly verbally and emotionally abusive. It has stuck with my since.
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- Made me want to kill myself
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Definately helps
- Prozac Not Working
- Put me into an emotional hurricane
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Yea, kinda helps.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Definately helps
- Writing Working / Worked
- Totally awesome.
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- Kinda works. Killed my sex drive.
Open DailyStrength Members Community
TwilightStar hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)Ive had borderline personality disorder from the time I was 3. It has been the trigger for all of my self destructive behavior, my pain. It has been, well, ME for a long time. I am just starting to recover since Ive started treatment in September. I try to remain hopeful, but sometimes it is just too overwhelming.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It helps, except when there is misunderstanding of the emotions and thoughts that come with BPD, it can be extremely frusterating on the BP end.
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- The only real solution I have found. I have made major progress in DBT since I started in September. It is excruciatingly hard but the most worth it thing Ive ever done since recover from my Eating Disorder gotta be alive to continue therapy To quote my therapist This is not going to be the hardest thing you will ever do in your life it is going to CHANGE your life
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Did nothing with my other therapist the one I have now slightly helpful when coinciding with the BPD. Definately not the course of action to take on its own though.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
TwilightStar hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Topamax Somewhat Helpful
Open College Stress
TwilightStar hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
