FINALLY!!
December 1, 2008 5:08pm
finally made it back to Northern California for a sebatical, moved out of the apartment i was raped it, relieved to be gone from there. have no …
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worn out stressed
November 20, 2008 2:05am
cant figure out where the music is coming from, has been going on at all hours all day long, tired of wearing headphones all the time at home to …
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annoyed
November 17, 2008 12:07am
so freakin annoyed! i got up at 730 am and music has been playing music ever since, non freaking stop! it's not 9 pm, i dont know where …
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My fatherwould never be that conpassionate never was till his death.
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i get what you mean about loneliness. thats the worst. i totally get that, and sometimes even tho i know there are some people there that i can talk to, i still feel lonely if that makes any sense?? i hope it does. but yeah, loneliness is what kills your insides, and you want so desperately for ANY company, that u start to get desperate, and yeh... i hate it :(. but hang in there because you are not alone, trust me, u have all these loving people on ds, and i am sure there are people for u in real life too. soccer was fun! its professional, the australian leagues have recently introduced paid, proper womens soccer, which is exciting, so we saw that. i dont usually see it much, my friend is obsessed with soccer, so i went with her.. it was really fun tho, id like to go again! do u still see someone? if that helps then you should... a therapist or something. i think i am seeing a doctor on wednesday, i have had heaps of problems with my mum lately, to the point where i ran away and threatened her to take it all seriously, and then finally she listend to me. which is okay i think. but anyway. i havent had my computer recently cuz its been being fixed, so i couldnt reply. How have you been? good to hear that disneyland was fun, but were u okay? u said u had a problem? take care xx
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that really sucks about your mum, gah.... same here though, it is so suffocating that i have given up telling her stuff, although sometimes i try, and when i tell her IMPortant stuff, its like she hears, but she doesnt listen, like she just doesnt get it... stuff about make up and whatever she will listen to. but i cant complain too much, becuase i guess i have it okay. what about your dad? that is also really immature of your grandma! my family is all indian, and seriously, our family is soooo screwed up and everyone is always bitching or whatever... stupid politics. disneyland sounds awesome!! i wish i could go!! i just came back from the soccer, i went with a friend of mine to watch it, it was fun! so do you think you would talk to a doctor or someone about this stuff? do you still live with your mum?
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disneyland sounds fun, i wish i was going to disneyland. maybe i can virtually go with you? if you dont mind of course. :D why dont you want to tell anyone about your rape? maybe i sound ignorant and stupid. and i know it must be incredibly complicated. id just like to know. art emotion class sounds great.... is that how you release feelings? cutting is not too bad though for th emoment for me, i think i may be seeing a doctor on monday which is good i suppose, id just not like to be a patient because i feel pathetic and fucked up. but whatevs. thank you for saying about all the options i have. i just dont know. its hard in my house because my parents are EVERYWHERE. they are suffocating. so if i try and speak to someone on the phone theyd probably hear me and start asking questions, while im still on the phone. never any peace!! i hope you have fun at disney land. hugs xx
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i met a guy and we hit it off well, he was so eager to know me. one night we talked for almost an hour, he invited himself over, i agreed. he was at my apt for 30 min before he raped me. i told him no bc he had no condom and didnt want to get a disease or pregnant. after he raped me he streched out on my bed telling me he would own me, my vagina & breasts if we were together, i'd be his posession. i went to the police, was told by the det in ref to the rapist "wel u let him come over"
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i was parked at a curb at my laundry mat about 1/2 mile from Disneyland, started to pull away from the curb when i saw the road was clear. the front of my car overlapped with a van parked in front of me, the back of my car at the curb still. a drunk driver came out of nowhere hit me in the middle of my door and ripped the side panel of my car (the panel where your tire well is) about 3/4 of the way off. my tire and axel flew across 2 lanes, my entire front bumper came off my car.
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