OK, so what is going on with this?
Ight, lately, Ive been happier cuz I finally have an AMAZING job that I love, so Ive been in better spirits. Well, I …
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Jaxiepoo 
2:17pm Saturday
I know a lot of people hate people like me. People that are always down and seem like they always have something wrong, but I've just realized that it's really hard to pretend to be ok. I just kinda found out something and I'm stunned. Out of breath and completely crushed. I give up. You win by stabbing my heart. Good job. I'm trying to be happy and say big deal who gives a fuck but right now I'm so numb i don't know wether to laugh or cry. You can't fuck with me like that. Can't stop shaking. Fuck this. I'm ok. I'm ok. I'm ok. Maybe if I keep saying it I'll trick myself into believing it.
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Thanx :)
Jaxiepoo