Jaxiepoo's Journal

I am soo lonely. I have to always be doing something or else i get rly depressed and then a threat of a panic attack arrives and then Im really screwed. I really want an amazing girl to be with, im not talking like serious daing or anything, just an amazing girl wholl wanna hang out with me and go to the movies, or just cuddle or sit with me and watch a movie. like, we could sit and actualy have a decent convo wothout not having anything to talk about. i hate it when i find a girl i really like, and we never have anything to talk about! Idw seem boring, so I think of stupid idiotic things to talk about, so then i look like a creeper. I like hangin with friends, guys or girls, but all my old friends, well idh with them anymore, cuz theres too much drama. i need new friends. but its hard ta hang with peeps, cuz i live with my grandparents, so i cant have anyone over and it sux... idk im just rambling. sorry...