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M3NTALLYLOST 
12:04pm, June 30, 2009
My Aunt died today Wednesday, May 20, 2009 at 1251, in her own home. She was born November 28, 1933. I am happy for her, and mad at myself. I knew before the RAR weekend she was done on earth, I was not really expecting her to make it through the weekend. I never called her and told her about my weekend, that I found hope. The last time I talked to her she yelled at me for going with a bad attitude, and excepting nothing would change when I got back. I did not tell her she was right and I can change and did. Now I will never be able to tell her. We talked a lot the last two months about how tired she was, where I am in life, and that she was ready to meet God. She was a fighter and never gave up. Just the tip of her iceberg: four double bi passes, who knows how many single bi passes and stints, physical and mental abuse, nine (9) husbands, drugs, alcohol, too many miscarriages to count, and me the toughest of all. She was always laughing and so full of life, even at 75. I will miss her dearly.
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I'm so sorry to hear about your Aunt. I'm sorry you didn't get to tell her about your retreat weekend. But I believe she will be watching over you and will know that you have found some hope. And I'm so glad you did. Hang in there. You've got support here to help you get through these rough times. Turn to the tribe and allow us to help when you need it.
BrandyHelp
oh M, i'm so sorry. I know when you lose someone, all the "sorrys" in the world don't really mean a whole hell of a lot. But you should know that I found a sister in you this weekend, and I'm here no matter what, whatever it might be that you need. if you need or want my phone number just ask...i'd be happy to give it to you.
ShadowBoxer