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M3NTALLYLOST 
12:04pm, June 30, 2009
I have had a lot of stuff going on lately. My Son is going through a lot of testing on his G.I. system. We are trying to find the right medication mix on my Daughter is trying to break her arms and legs again. She is bipolar, from my husband’s Mom, and is growing out of her meds. I’m at 288 lbs now, which is good and bad, it’s that do not eat kind of bad. I started playing my online game again “World of War-crack” sorry “Warcraft.” That game is very addictive. It is the mildest form on ineffective coping I got/do, it is not physically hurting myself, just very time consuming. I paid for, and sent in my RAR Wilderness stuffs, and found out that I still have a hard time trusting, go figure, it took me several attempts on my part to actually pay for something online. I am very slowly getting through my RAR, I can do it at work. (I put a black cover on it so the ever so nosy Inmates and Officers can not see it, just my closest friends and support people know.) With almost every sentence I read it brings up a whole new thought process. By reading and writing at work it forces me to keep my “Game Face” on. I found at home I would get mad a lot and stop. At work I push through and do not dwell as much.
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