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tanesa 
9:24pm, November 13, 2009
There is nothing significant about November 4th, its just another day that I still wish I had my husband. People who still have their spouses just don't know how lucky they are. I wish I could turn back time and be with my husband, but I know I can't. It is so difficult being a widow. I really hate it.
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I hate being a widow too. It means that you will also have an empty hole in your heart. Tanesa this does not mean that the rest of your heart can't be filled with happiness. You do not deserve to be with your guy. I mean we don't deserve it. I just find that my life would be so empty/lonely/sad if I didn't motivate myself to live life. I surely would not want Gerardo to be sad forever. I also know that no one has a time limit on their grievin, so don't think that I am saying to stop. NO, no, no cry your tears and grieve for him. I just want you to keep in mind that when you are ready life is going to be there waiting for you. Stay strong my friend.
yracero
Thank you for your words, they mean alot. I have my good days and bad days. I know you do too. I will also keep you in my prayers. Thanks again, for your words.
tanesa