Slowly dying....i got my PICC (peripherally inserted cardiac cathater) line pulled 8 weeks ago (thought it was infected, which it wasn't!). I've been ok with eating(along with 3 enzymes, 2 4mg zofrans, a priosec and pain meds before- drives me crazy, i honestly feel like a pharmacy just to eat) Still haven't lost much more than 10 lbs :+) my arms are getting ripped, gotta love snow and leaves. I have no Primary Care Physican and don't have an appt. with one until march 20th. On 4/10-09 i am going to see a pychiatrsist to help ways to deal with the pain... and i suppose discuss if i need to be on meds for that, also my anxiety, which is a million times worse and my dalmane to sleep. Crossing my finger i dont have the same expericence as squids because he has/had no right to behave like that!!!! SO Things on the home-front are over-all excellent, i am finally getting my life in order and getting the help i need. Just taking things one day at a time- that's all i can do.
Slowly dying....i got my PICC (peripherally inserted cardiac cathater) line pulled 8 weeks ago (thought it was infected, which it wasn't!). I've been ok with eating(along with 3 enzymes, 2 4mg zofrans, a priosec and pain meds before- drives me crazy, i honestly feel like a pharmacy just to eat) Still haven't lost much more than 10 lbs :+) my arms are getting ripped, gotta love snow and leaves. I have no Primary Care Physican and don't have an appt. with one until march 20th. On 4/10-09 i am going
Very interesing question: More-or-less everything. Especially things where i get to get outta the house and be with people... XOXO -Kel
Very interesing question: More-or-less everything. Especially things where i get to get outta the house
February 10, 2009 7:01pm
I've Accepted that my health will never get any better than it is right at this moment. I've accepted that this disease will eventually …
February 7, 2009 1:24pm
1. I have a double b.s. in forensic science and biology
2. I am unemployed, cause of medicial issues
3. Almost lost …
February 6, 2009 7:25pm
Ok so basically since monday- got of my hardaore med in attempt to lower my tolerance, at home and not in detox. So i was using xanax, and …
February 5, 2009 4:53pm
I FUCKING GIVE UP! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE- GOD- WHAT THE FUCK ELSE ARE YOU GONNA DO TO ME- I DON'T WANT TO BE A FUCKING STRONGER PERSON- …
Missed talking to you. Hope everything is ok. {{{HUGGZZZ}}}
Girl I have missed you!! Was reading some of our "works" the other day! Gotta catch up and soon!!
I hope it's all good. you seem to be in a great mood so I bet it is good.
howdy kel, hope you've been well my friend
I HATE THIS! What more can go wrong?!?! I feel my disease is only down-hill from here. I can't even get my pain under control and I was just diagnosed. I feel so helpless when it comes to this disease. Round and round, i go....
DDD. bulging discs in my lower back, chronic pancreatitis,recent automobile accident, which broke me face in more places i can count on my hands and toes and probably yours as well. Oh, nad migraines.
I am stuck here in the sticks, no friends, non-existent to my family, and car-less...what more can i say, other than I'm extremely lonely and just want a "live" friend that I can do things with! A great deal of it is boredom!
i was married 2 year a in November. We are technically separated, live in separate states, he has a woman living with him in our house within less 2 mths- still waiting to get served the papers. i am better off with out him. he left because i almost died twice in 5 weeks and he couldn't handle it-- he was too emotional! So i say Fuck 'em. im better off with out him and deserve better than his sorry ass! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Q_7QG2d528
I just want to have some Healthy Sex!!!! It's been way too long and I truly miss the intamacy that goes along with it.
I would love to actually have a healthy relationship---it's been a long time and i know someday the right person will come around.
My motto is: I'll try anything once and twice if i like it! I am definately open to the idea of having a g/f, you know a best friend that your intimate with. I just know i could never give up the penis. We shall see...
Why not help out with the site that truly saved my life, and continually does so
Mostly due to the pain, Also suffer from S.A.D. but also other issues. there is a 500 character limit and there are prolly was too many to list...LOL
