CampPrincess's Journal

Why is it that the only emotion I seem to experience lately is FRUSTRATION?  Why can't I seem to lose any weight?  I'm 13 weeks out today.  I know I should be happy with the weight I have already lost, but I'm not.  I feel like I'm stuck.  What if this is all I lose?  What if I start to gain it all back?  People that haven't seen me in a while think I look fantastic.  It feels good for a moment, but I keep thinking of how far I still have to go.  I have lost 82.1 lbs since 11/11/08...one year tomorrow.  21 of that was pre-surgery, the rest has come off in the last 13 weeks.  However, for the last week and a half I haven't lost anything.  Nothing.  Nada. Zilch!  Why?  Why?  Why?  I worry that I'm doing something wrong.  Although for the life of me I'm not sure what it could be.  I'm not cheating at all.  If anything, I worry that I might not be eating enough.  Agggghhhh!  My initial goal is to get under 200 lbs.  I just can't seem to get there.  For a few weeks now.  Again I say...aaggghhhhh!  I need to hide the scale and stop obsessing about the numbers.