i have two older brothers and two younger sisters. i feel as though im the one with all the problems. depression, food issues, shyness, antisocialness, self esteem issues, i am just so ready to be normal. i want to be a good role model for my beautiful much younger sisters. i dont want any of my issues to wear off on them. i love the feeling of being healthy which in turn somewhat makes me outgoing and happy, but unfortunately i havent felt neither in so long.
i have two older brothers and two younger sisters. i feel as though im the one with all the problems. depression, food issues, shyness, antisocialness, self esteem issues, i am just so ready to be normal. i want to be a good role model for my beautiful much younger sisters. i dont want any of my issues to wear off on them. i love the feeling of being healthy which in turn somewhat makes me outgoing and happy, but unfortunately i havent felt neither in so long.
i love exercising when i can find the energy to do it anymore. pilates is my favorite.taking my sisters to the park or the movies. going hiking. basicly anything outside, i love to be out in the fresh air. i love spending time with my many cousins, even though its not very often. i would really like to build my list of interests this year by getting out there and living instead of punishing myself by bingeing and depression.
i love exercising when i can find the energy to do it anymore. pilates is my favorite.taking my sisters
December 14, 2008 8:51pm
i was doing so good. i was on my 6th straight day of not bingeing or purging. i just missed my goal and now i have to start all over. i am really …
December 9, 2008 8:15pm
i have been binge/purge free for two days. i know thats not much to alot of people but ive been going at it nonstop for a while. it feels great. i …
i've been doing okay, how are you?
today is a new day! I know you can do it! talk to you soon, real soon. hope you stayed busy at work today and had a wonderful day.
Love you!
I have been without internet and wanted to say hey! I hope things are going okay!! Let me know what is up with you!
you said it exactly right. forget about any slip ups that happened in the past and just do the right thing today.
i am too embarassed to tell anyone this. but they have to kind of know due to the fast weight gain.
this sucks! complete energy zapper.
