A New Begining
October 12, 2009 10:30pm
Ok, so I’ve been thinking about my marriage a lot, & it would be really funny, if it weren’t so sad since it will officially be over …
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sadjenness 
10:46pm, October 13, 2009
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About Me
sadjenness
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About Me
I work for a lumber yard in the design department. I've been married for 3.5 years. My husband said he loves me but isn't in love with me. He wants to be friends & i just don't know where we go from here. I love stephen king, sci-fi, knitting, medical shows, things of that nature.
I work for a lumber yard in the design department. I've been married for 3.5 years. My husband said he loves me but isn't in love with me. He wants to be friends & i just don't know where we go from here. I love stephen king, sci-fi, knitting, medical shows, things of that nature.
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Interests
Anything arts & crafty. Knitting, drawing, things of that nature.
Anything arts & crafty. Knitting, drawing, things of that nature.
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So much
June 19, 2009 11:16pm
It's been a long time since i've written anything...
so much has happened & i'm not really sure where to begin.
short …
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In Limbo
April 25, 2009 1:22pm
So, he’s doesn’t know what he wants & he thinks he still wants to leave…
I just want to get through this & know that …
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He's coming back
April 11, 2009 7:23pm
So Hubby’s coming back in a few days… which is good, I’ve missed him terribly the entire time he’s been gone.
I just hope he …
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One of my favorite Bands got back together :)
April 11, 2009 3:02pm
I'm so happy.
I love this band COLD. they broke up a couple years ago... but i just found out they're on tour right now. They have a new …
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HELLO CUTIE, I HOPE ALLS WELL WITH YOU, REMEMBER THERE IS LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL AND U WILL BE ALL RIGHT, WHAT MAKES YOU HURT ALWAYS MAKE YOU STRONGER. MMM
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Lots of hugs and support on your big day today, hope all goes as planned.
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hi sweetie how are you doing?
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Hi! how's your weekend going? hope you are having fun
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Support Groups
Close Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
About 2.5 years ago I was diagnosed with pcos (after 2 years of seeing many dr.'s that said nothing was wrong.)
Treatments
- Metformin Working / Worked
- When I did start taking it, it started to mess up my liver. Eventually it was helping, but then I lost my insurance & had to stop treatments. I just started taking it again today... Hopefully it all works out.
Close Body Modification
I have a few piercings & 1 tat
Open Anxiety
i haven't dxn with anxiety, but i have attacks frequently... my husband has been dxn & is on meds for it.
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- taking up to 1/2 hr to block out the world and breathe does wonders
Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
My husband was dxn in october of 07, just before our 2nd anniv.
Open Hearing Loss & Deafness
I went deaf in my right ear at age 14. I went bed with ringing in my ear & woke up deaf. I was sick like a week, once I relized I couldn't hear in my right ear my parent figured I was sick because mt balance was messed up. No doctor, so far has been able to tell me why I went deaf all of a sudden.
Treatments
- Lip Reading Working / Worked
- Works real well, when people are facing my & it noisy around us.
Open Bipolar Disorder
my husband was dxn with bp just over a year ago. it's got a long learning curve.
Open Uterine Cancer
I have PCOS... I've been having endometrial issues for a while. My DR want's to do a biopsy To make sure it's not cancer
Open Anemia
Type: Iron Deficiency AnemiaI have PCOS & the bleeding problems lead to anemia
Treatments
- Dietary Modification Too Soon to Tell
- Just started it so we'll see
- Iron Working / Worked
- I'm taking it 3 times a day & it's wrecked my eating habits pretty badly.
Open Breakups & Divorce
My husband of 3. years told me he's not in love & wan'ts to leave, but that he wants me in his life & he want's to be friends. He was diagnosed as bipolar about a 1.5 years ago.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Considering
- I want to, but he's not willing. i doubt that it will help if only one of us is willing to go. if you have any ideas, let me know.
- Forgiveness Considering
- i want to be able to forgive, but it hurts to much to right now.
- Love Too Soon to Tell
- I don't think my love is enough any more.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- We'll see how that one goes
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I feel better for a while after talking to friends & family, then i feel bad again.
- Support Groups Somewhat Helpful
- there are a lot of people in the spouses of bp area that have been helpful.
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- it's 50/50 at this point. either i feel better or way worse.
- Time Not Working
- just makes it worse.
- Xanax Considering
- My primary care gave me a script for the severe anxiety im having from the situation... but i really dont want to take them unless i really need to. i hope im strong enough to not have to use them.
Open Healthy Relationships
Trying to figure out how to move forward with my husband... even if we do get divorced.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Considering
- I want to go to it, & it will determine if we stay together
- Talking Working / Worked
- it's helping me realize my self worth
