Journal Entry for June 17, 2009
June 17, 2009 12:14pm
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littletracie
5:55pm November 16
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About Me
littletracie
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About Me
Hello all! My name is Tracie and I am feeling pretty good although a little scared to start my new life. One month ago today I attempted suicide by taking ALOT of pills along with a bottle of wine...let me say that it was not a very good combo and I wouldn'r recommend ordering that off the menu!!! Thank goodness God has other plans for me and its by His grace that I am still here...I am so glad to have another chance to live and don't want to let a moment slip by me ever again! I look forward to getting to know all of you.
Hello all! My name is Tracie and I am feeling pretty good although a little scared to start my new life. One month ago today I attempted suicide by taking ALOT of pills along with a bottle of wine...let me say that it was not a very good combo and I wouldn'r recommend ordering that off the menu!!! Thank goodness God has other plans for me and its by His grace that I am still here...I am so glad to have another chance to live and don't want to let a moment slip by me ever again! I look forward to
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Interests
I love to read, watch movies and spend time with my friends and family. I also enjoy camping, hiking and playing board games. My favorite place to be is on the beach watching the waves but here in Oklahoma I have learned to love sittling by a beautiful campfire looking at the stars...
I love to read, watch movies and spend time with my friends and family. I also enjoy camping, hiking
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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4 hugs received, 1 hug given
Thursday
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littletracie gave StarbuckDifranco a moment of peace 2:34pm
Thats me-the FEROCIOUS kitten!!! Thats what everyone calls me! hahahaha…
November 16
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littletracie and SleepToDream are now friends 8:06pm
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littletracie updated their status 5:55pm
I know people suprise you sometimes so why am I suprised when it...…
November 15
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littletracie gave mysticfalls a hug 2:29pm
I haven't been on very much lately sweetie...sorry. I think about you every day and carry you in my heart…
July 7
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littletracie turned 45 12:00am
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Journal
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Hugbook
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Chocolate
some chocolate for a very sweet and special person xoxo's I love you. I still read the card you sent to me with the book and read what you wrote in the book. thank you for that it keeps me going some days
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Little Love
you mean the world to me
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Hug
Oh yay! The ferocious kitten is back!!
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Little Love
xoxoxoxoxo
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Miss You
I miss you so much. where are you? Please let me know how you are doing. I am very worried about you
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Photos
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
I have been having trouble with my daughter for some time now. She is a beautiful 16 year old who suffers from depression and anxiety just like me. I have tried to help her over tha past year and a half with counseling and inpatient therapy and we seem to only be moving backwards. Due to other issues in my life including my daughter I attempted suicide on October 7, 2008. I have only spoken with my daughter 2 times since then as she is very angry with me...
Treatments
- Patience Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
Close Anxiety
I have suffered from anxiety for as long as I can remember. I used to overmedicate and use pot to manage my stress and anxiety and after 2 suicide attempts I realized that I need to make some serious lifestyle changes so here I am...
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Trying this now
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- Trying this now
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- I have been on this for about 9 years and it seems to work pretty well w/ no side affects
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Trying this now
- Valium Not Working
- I tend to overmedicate when using this
- Xanax Not Working
- I tend to overmedicate when using this
