So Much Pain
November 24, 2008 2:55pm
i am sooo tired of being in pain... my hand hurts so bad today. this may be weird but i love the pain of my SI. but i cant stand the pain of my …
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RazorRachel 
10:57pm, December 27, 2008
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About Me
RazorRachel
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About Me
hey im Rachel im 18. Ive Been Self-injuring since i was 14. im a survior of severe physical and sexual abuse. i have PTSD and my cutting is really out of control.
hey im Rachel im 18. Ive Been Self-injuring since i was 14. im a survior of severe physical and sexual abuse. i have PTSD and my cutting is really out of control.
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November 23, 2008 1:59am
so i have to get it out somewhere so here it goes
when i was 10 my mom started dating this guy DON i always hated him, my mom was blind to his ways. …
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why is is so hard to smile?
November 11, 2008 10:43am
sometimes its darker with my eyes open than with my eyes shut. i am so depressed all the time and have problems smiling laughing and just being happy.
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If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
-Nickelback-
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I'm sorry that you are feeling horrible I just wanted to stop by and say hello. Message me if you need to talk.
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Just wanted to give you a hug to make you smile :).
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Good thoughts to ya,luv,Kim
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Close Self-Injury
im Rachel Im 18 and ive been cutting and self injuring for 4 1/2 years. i have PTSD and am a survivor of physical and sexual abuse.
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Red Marker Not Working
- like the rubber bands it makes me want to cut more
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- this has never worked for me. if anything it makes the urge to si even greater
- S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) Somewhat Helpful
- ive tried online 12 meetings through their website but its too complicated for me.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- the trick is finding someone that will listen.
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- i have a few tats and i was a great release. but its a lot more expensive than buying a pack of razorblades
Close Rape
i im 18 and from the time i was 15 my stepfather raped tortured and beat me. i was practically held captive and forced to be his property. i now suffer from PTSD and am also a self-injurer.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Rape Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Teen Sexuality
hi im Rachel im 18
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
i am a survivor of sever emotional, physical and sexual abuse. went on for 3years, the abuse was my stepfather.
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Open Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy
im rachel, im 18 i have rsd in my right arm and right leg, i was diagnosed almost six years ago
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