My Life
November 7, 2008 2:59pm
I used too view life as this huge soccer field and I was the ball and people's words like a foot kicking into me leaving a bruise a permanent …
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lawliet2008 
9:46am, April 13, 2009
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About Me
lawliet2008
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About Me
I'am currently unemployed and just working on getting into the college i so desperately need too get into.I love my mom she is like my best friend i can tell her anything and i know she will always be supportive of me no matter what.My father left when i was 10 years old and we don't have a good relationship right now because of a mistake he made and i probably will never forgive him for that. I believe that if you can't love yourself you can't love another. I love too read,write,sing,and draw.
I'am currently unemployed and just working on getting into the college i so desperately need too get into.I love my mom she is like my best friend i can tell her anything and i know she will always be supportive of me no matter what.My father left when i was 10 years old and we don't have a good relationship right now because of a mistake he made and i probably will never forgive him for that. I believe that if you can't love yourself you can't love another. I love too read,write,sing,and draw.
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Little Love
oh yes beleave me it hurts like hell
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im glad just keep going for it
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Little Love
hope ur holding up
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Little Love
*nods* ur right*hugs*
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idk its confusing
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Close Acne
I have suffered from acne since adolescence and it hasn't gone away and it has left scars that are ugly. My face has cleared but it hasn't gone away. It makes me feel ugly.
Treatments
- Benzaclin Working / Worked
- It didn't help at all
- Benzoyl Peroxide Not Working
- it made my face red and made me break out in a rash
- Proactiv Working / Worked
- actually cleared my face up tremendously.
Close Scoliosis
I've had scoliosis since i was 14 and luckily my curve never got any worse sometimes i have pain but only when it's cold out. but it's not bad enough too have surgery or wear a brace.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- it does help the pain and it decreases the strain on your back too.
Open Arthritis - Juvenile
I have arthritis in my knee's my ankle my back and my shoulder and it is beginning in my wrist and my pinkie from when i injured it.it only hurts when it's going too rain or its cold out thats when it's worse outside.
Treatments
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
my father left me and my brother when i was w0 and he was 8 and I have always had anger issues with my father. just this past month he told me i would no longer be a bother for child support I'am so angry at him and i want too hate him but in my heart i can't.
Open Depression - Teen
there are times when i feel it the strongest after i talk too my father and it never goes away. I should be happy but i don't think i can.
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- it does help.
- Music Working / Worked
- it does help too get my mind off it.
- Writing Working / Worked
- i love writing so it works for me
Open Hypoglycemia (low blood sugar)
I have this and sometimes it gets really bad when i don't eat i hear ringing in my ears i have heart palpitations and i get dizzy and nauseous. It's scary you have too be careful.
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually assaulted on a school bus on my way home from a school activity and i told the guy too stop and he wouldn't and after that whole situation i started cutting and i hated myself and i hated him for telling my friends lies. I never got over it.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- It worked and i'm thankful it did.
Open Self-Injury
I used too cut all the time and it made me feel numb too the emotions that i was feeling at the time but i know i wasn't only causing myself pain i was causing others pain too and i needed too stop. But now it's come back the urges and sometimes i can't take it and i do carve things into my arms or legs. I don't want too go through it again i don't.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- it does work when i feel the urges i snap a rubber band and it immediately diverts my attention.
- Writing Working / Worked
- it does work and it helps when others cant
Open Phobia
I'm deathly afraid of spiders,heights,needles,and being abandoned.
Treatments
- Acceptance Working / Worked
- you have too accept that these things cannot hurt you and learn too put your fears behind you.
Open Shyness
I've been shy for so long and it's hard for me too open myself up too new people because it scares me and i don't know how they will take too me. I've been sheltered by my mom since my dad left she was protecting me from strangers and ever since then i've been afraid of meeting new people.
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- Singing Working / Worked
- it helps a little
