STONEWALLJACKSON's Journal

  HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS. AS MOST OF U HAVE DISCOVERED BY NOW,KAREN AND I ARE NO LONGER A COUPLE. IT TEARS MY SOUL APART AND I HAVE TO LIVE WITHOUT THE SUPPORT I NEEDDED TO CONTINUE ON.  WELL REGUARDLESS,I AM STILL ALIVE AND DOING BETTER THAN I SHOULD BE. I WILL RETURN TO WORK THE FIRST OR 2ND WEEK IN JANUARY.I WILL BE MOVING FROM THE CITY I'M LIVING IN TO ANOTHER CITY.  THE PEOPLE I'M GOING TO BE WORKING FOR ARE GOOD PEOPLE AND PAY VERY GOOD WITH EXCELLENT BENIFITS.  I CAN BE HAPPY AGAIN,ALONE IN MY LIFE AS I GO FORWARD TO THE NEXT STAGE IN MY LIFE.  NOW AS FOR MY DEPRESSION, WOW WHAT A DIFFERENCE THESE NEW MEDICINES MAKE IN MY EVERYDAY LIFE. I AM NOW ON CYMBALTA,AND 2 OTHER DRUGS THAT HAVE WORKED WONDERS.  I AM NOWHERE AS DEPRESSED AS I USED TO BE AND EVEN THOUGH I AM DEALING WITH ONE CALAMITY AFTER ANOTHER,I DEAL WITH THEM WITH RIGHTEOUS DETERMINATION TO SLOVE THEM.  U NO SOMETHING,I HAVE TO GET THIS OFF MY CONSCIENCE,  I WAS ABANDONED DURING A TIME WHEN I NEEDED SUPPORT AND WHEN I NEEDED IT ,IT WASNT THERE. IT'S OK NOW.I'LL LIVE ALONE AND DEAL WITH LIFE'S LITTLE FUCK YOU'S AS THEY ARISE.  U CANT KEEP A GOOD MAN DOWN.AND U DAMNED SURE WONT BE KEEPING ME DOWN. U KNOCK ME TO MY KNEES I'M COMING BACK UP MAD AS HELL AND BOUND AND DETERMINED TO CONQUER ALL MY PROBLMES AND ENEMIES. THANK U TO ALL MY FRIENDS,THIS OL' WOLF WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO SURVIVE.  AS THE LATE GREAT ''WAYLON JENNINGS '' ONCE SAID,''HOW WILL THE WOLF SURVIVE''? JUST U WAIT AND SEE!!!!