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STONEWALLJACKSON 
1:30pm, January 8, 2009
hello all,well it has been a while since i've logged a blog.MY DEAR LOVE KAREN AND I ARE BACK TOGETHER AND I MYSELF AM CONTIPLATING A MOVE OUT OF THE STATE OF GEORGIA SO I CAN MAKE A NEW START WITH MY DEAR SWEET LOVE. GOD I MISSED KAREN SO MUCH AND AFTER I HAD ENOUGH MEDICINE IN MY SYSTEM I SEE THE WORLD THRU MUCH LESS FOG TO BLIND ME FROM WHAT I PERCEIVED TO BE THE TRUTH BECAUSE OF MY DEPRESSION. I FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART MUST SAY THANK YOU KAREN FOR GETTING ME THE HELP I DESPERATLY NEEDED. AND TO THE PEOPLE AT THE MENTAL HEALTH CLINIC FOR THE MIRACLE OF BRINGING ME BACK TO THE REAL WORLD. I AM A WORK IN PROGRESS AND WITH THE RITE MEDS AND THE CAREING GUIDING HAND OF THE COUNSELORS,THE DR,THE NURSE AND THE OTHER ANGELS THERE,OL MIKE JACKSON IS ON HIS WAY BACK TO THE LAND OF HAPPINESS. THANK U SO MUCH MY DEAR,SWEET LOVE KAREN.
I KNOW MAYBE I SHOULDNT BE SAYING THIS BUT I'M GOING TO DO IT ANY HOW. I HAPPEN TO LOVE THE MEDS I'M ON.I EVEN LOVE THE SIDE EFFECTS.WHICH IS MUCH IMPROVED FARTING. AND WOW BABY IF I CANT CRACK THE WINDOWS NOW.(HAHAHAHAHA) THE SIDE EFFECTS ARE MIGHTY PLEASANT NOW AND I'M NOT ABOUT TO CHANGE MEDS FOR SOMETHING LIKE INCREASED FLATULANCE. I'LL FLOAT A LOUD ONE AND BLAME IT ON THE CAT.SHE FARTS TOO.MY MOM SAYS NO WAY DOES HER CAT FLOAT AIR BISCUITS. SHE'S A LADY. I SAY YES MOM A LADY WHO FARTS. I WAS RECENTLY AT THE ZOO IN JACKSONVILLE FL AND ONE OF THE ELEPHANTS FLOATED A NASTY SONIC BLAST,I SAID "OK DUMBO,I CAN DO THAT TO". WELL MINE WASNT AS LOUD ,BUT CLOSE. HAHAHA BUT ALL KIDDING AND JOKING ASIDE,I'M A MUCH HAPPIER PERSON NOW AND THE EDGE THAT BECAME DULL IS REGAINING ITS SHARPNESS. SOON IT WILL BE BACK TO WORK AND A MOVE TO ANOTHER CITY TO START THE NEXT STAGE OF MY LIFE.
HELLO EVERYONE,WELL IT'S THE EVEE OF CHRISTMAS EVE,LOL,IM ENJOYING SPENDING TIME WITH MY DAUGHTER SUNSHINE. WE R ALWAYS UP TO SOMETHING. I HAVE TO TAKE HER HOME CHRISTMAS EVE AS PER THE AGREEMENT BETWEEN HER MOTHER AND I AND THE CUSTODY ORDERS.IT'S OK I'LL OBEY THEM.ALL I CARE ABOUT IS THAT I GOT TO SPEND NEARLY A WEEK WITH HER AND HAVE FUN AND ENJOY THE HUGZ AND KISSES IM GETTING. MY CYMBALTA AND AMBILIFY ARE DOING WONDERS. SOMETIMES I ALMOST FEEL GIDDY WITH HAPPINESS.I HAVE A GOOD THERAPISTS,A GOOD COUNSELOR,GOOD DRUGS,(LOL) JUST KIDDING ON THE DRUGS PART.WELL A LITTLE. BUT BIT BY BIT AND DAY BY DAY I AM REGAINING THAT EDGE I DESPERATELY NEEDED. THAT RAZOR EDGE THAT MADE ME AS SHARP AS WELL A RAZOR. TO ALL THE SPECIAL FRIENDS I HAVE MADE ON MY JOURNEY BACK TO THE LAND OF THE HAPPY AND THE WARRIORS WHO FIGHT DEPRESSION EVERY DAY. KEEP FIGHTING MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS,WE CAN ALL DEFEAT AND TOTALLY CONQUER OUR MORTAL ENEMY. ALL WE NEED IS SUPPORT,LOVE,AND THE RIGHT MEDICINES. MY FAMILY ,ALL OF MY FELLOW SUFFERS OF THIS DEMON DEPRESSION,WE CAN ALL FIGHT AND DAMMITT TO HELL WE CAN ALL CONQUER THE HATED DEMON DEPRESSION. BELIEVE IN URSELVES,UR FRIENDS,UR FAMILY,AND UR LOVED ONES,BECAUSE WE BELIEVE IN U AND WE ALL LOVE YOU.
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