Gone
July 26, 2009 11:39pm
When I was younger, I used to idolize my dad. I wanted to be just like him. I would even change things about myself to mirror him, the way I cleared …
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Annon
10:48pm, July 25, 2009
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About Me
Annon
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About Me
Well, what can i say about myself? I am a shy, socially awkward teen with self confidence issues (among many others). I am very artistic, into everything from writing, reading, poetry, painting, sketching and singing, although my voice leaves much to be desired. I am an actress in my school plays, but do not take Drama in school (much too shy, as odd as it seems). My greatest fear in life are snakes (hate them with a passion). I am incredibly pessimistic, always the one to see thebad side to a thing everyone else only sees good in. I am mature for my age and i think that my peers tend to feel threatened by that. Due to earlier life experiences i have difficulties feeling as though i am wanted in a friendship sort of way so i have difficulty retaining friendship for a long period of time.
Well, what can i say about myself? I am a shy, socially awkward teen with self confidence issues (among many others). I am very artistic, into everything from writing, reading, poetry, painting, sketching and singing, although my voice leaves much to be desired. I am an actress in my school plays, but do not take Drama in school (much too shy, as odd as it seems). My greatest fear in life are snakes (hate them with a passion). I am incredibly pessimistic, always the one to see thebad side to a thing
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if i...
February 17, 2009 11:46pm
if i were to acually do it. acually scrape up enough courage to kill myself and make al of this go away. i would first alienate everybody who cared …
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Journal Entry for February 17, 2009
February 17, 2009 11:36pm
i have no right to feel badly. it's not as though i was left out on purpos this time. she says she feels badly. says that she wishes i was there. …
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tired
February 17, 2009 11:32pm
i'm tired. tired of caring, tired of wanting more, tired of waiting for it all to get better, tired of wishing for it to be over, tired of …
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Stuck
January 13, 2009 6:41pm
Alone in a world I despise Where nobody tries but to hide The truth with the lies The love with a guise Sequined with hate and deciet Children …
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I’m With You
You're welcome. Alwyas here.
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hold on things will get better
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U are always welcome :)
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Close Depression - Teen
I am a fifteen year old girl and i feel horrible all of the time. I hardly ever feel really happy anymore. I don't even know if i am really depressed, but i can't talk to anybody else and i am scared. i have envisioned and planned out my own death so many times i could do it in my sleep. i am tired all the time and i feel guilty for my very existance. my father left a year ago (my parents were already divorced, but i saw him each weekend) and i haven't seen him since.i feel like a failure.
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It helps me to write letters to people, telling them what is going on with me, even if i know they will never recieve it.
Close High School Stress
i am under so much pressure at home to be the BEST at everything in my life. it's one of those, i bring back an ninety and they say "what happened to the other 10%?"
