better
October 14, 2009 1:09pm
I am doing better now, starting to move. I felt like a was in a cocone and all stickly and could not get out, now I look forward to a new day. …
scd
1:05pm, October 14, 2009
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About Me
scd
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About Me
I am an artist, retired from my RJ... I have been on meds for over 30 years...
I am an artist, retired from my RJ... I have been on meds for over 30 years...
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Journal Entry for September 27, 2009
September 27, 2009 12:44pm
I am even more depressed and can not sleep now again.
my ex and I have lived in the house that I am living in. it is a really nice home, …
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it just sucks to be me
September 5, 2009 9:53pm
I am back from the age of Renaissance and Italy.. my head hurts, I am dizzy .. my house and the dog were fine. Somehow I got it into my head …
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he is gone
May 28, 2009 6:32pm
He left with his mother on Saturday the 23rd of May. He is gone, gone, gone, told me not to call, but said he wanted to be my friend. …
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Flower
Hallo~ hope you are well ((hugs))
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Thanks. Same to you.take care of yourself.HUGS
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Rainbow
Hallo~ Looks like we have sum common ground. Hope u r able 2 enjoy the sunshine 2day. ((hugs))
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I'm so sorry about your husband leaving. That is probably why I am not in a relationship now cause I drove them all away and I know myself enough to know I would probably cause great bodily harm to him, so it's easier to be alone for me. Just hang in there and talk and reach out. Love/Hugs Catie :)
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thank you. *hugs*
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Fibromyalgia
20 or so years ago, the docs thought you were crazy... but now there is help, you all are so lucky. What I went through people should not have to.
Treatments
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have beeb depressed forever... there is not relief. I have been on all different meds, they all seem to run there course. Sucideal thoughts can be huge some days and they never go away. Then I have good days. The docs just switch my meds.. it was a NIGHTMARE>>>
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- It worked ok
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- It worked, I was on it for over two years. Then my obgyn decided to change it to Welbutren and lexapro and up my thyroid.. I was bouncing of the walls, suicidal and the whole match. I went off all but the welbutren but never upped my dosage. ANd I can not get any answers from the docs.. I had two years sober... and I just lost it.
- Lexapro Not Working
- only was on it a few days.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- This works.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- It worked for awhile.. but then went to Cymbolta. I was on 60 to 90 mgs a day.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- This is difficult if you are depressed
- Prozac Not Working
- I bounced off the walls
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- when you go
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- just started it
- Talking Considering
- trying to talk to him about it.. but he is stuck in the old ways and does not think I can change
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- at least I can sleep
- Acceptance Working / Worked
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- it works for me I can get itt all out
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Considering
- Guided Imagery Working / Worked
- Paxil Working / Worked
- off it now
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Supportive Care Working / Worked
- Acceptance Working / Worked
Open Breakups & Divorce
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- we just started becasue we are caretaking his mother. Somehow he does not want to maintain or live with me any longer.. to much drama he says. He wants separate residences.. after 38 years or 39 years of being together. He is now a 60 year old male and the parts have stopped working, so I am being thrown in the garbage... I do not understand. We worked hard to look forward to retireing together, now he wants out.. What the hell happened.. clueless
- Acceptance Working / Worked
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Lexapro Working / Worked
Open Codependency
After 39 years of marriage my husband wants to separate no reason other then I am messy and he is a neat freak. we are care taking his mother.. and it has taken its toll. This is not acceptable to me.. I don't want to live with anyone else. what the hell happened not clue?
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Somewhat Helpful
- I know the steps.. one day at a time..
- Reading Working / Worked
- It helps the mind focus on something else. for awhile.not long though
- Lexapro Working / Worked
Open Alcoholism
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- It works if you work it... go to meetings, call people, and do the steps..
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- It is working and giving my some tools to work with for the rest of my life
Open Anger Management
I get angry very easy... but I am going through a divorce at the same time.. I do not throw things.. my body gets tense.. and my face shows it and I slam doors... I need to learn to control it .. and pause
