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rayansmommy 
3:32pm, June 30, 2009
There is Beauty in the Tragic
And the sadness that I feel
Brings me closer to you and yet I see
There is beauty in the Tragic
In the stories that we will never get to read
Or the music that is unending and takes us back to places we once danced and sunshine filled days of family who are no longer with us
I miss you my baby, but there is beauty in the tragic
You remain small and beautiful and my doll
You remain soft and all mine my baby
And when I want to cry and I see your picture
I remind myself that there is beauty in the tragic
In the Romeos and Juliets and love that endured past death
And you and I will write our own story Rayan
Because I knew you and you knew me
And we had 11 days together
Days that I would relive again and again
And I would even knowing what I know, that you would leave me
That there is beauty in the tragic
That the sun would keep on shining although I wish it wouldn't
That your sister would look so pretty when she went to school today
That my mother's voice would comfort me like it always does.
That someday maybe after I have grieved long enough for you
That someday I could go somewhere and be happy again
And I don't feel that way right now because I can't imagine I will be normal ever again
But I see beauty in the tragic..
I see how you made me know how deep my love could go
That you could leave me.. my precious baby and I wouldnt be angry
I would feel love sweep over me as I entered the house or looked at your picture
Or visited your grave
Or saw other children and saw how life continued even though at times I wished it wouldn't
And somehow I know you knew that you were everything to me..that losing you was losing me and how I would never wish this on the most horrible person , to lose something so wanted and so needed, your life
There is beauty in the tragic because I know that even though you are gone,,, that you were beautiful and our love is eternal and will never leave me if I think of you because true love never dies.
There is beauty in the tragic
And the sadness that I feel
Brings me closer to you and yet I see
There is beauty in the Tragic
In the stories that we will never get to read
Or the music that is unending and takes us back to places we once danced and sunshine filled days of family who are no longer with us
I miss you my baby, but there is beauty in the tragic
You remain small and beautiful and my doll
You remain soft and all mine my baby
And when I want to cry and I see your picture
I remind myself that there is beauty in the tragic
In the Romeos and Juliets and love that endured past death
And you and I will write our own story Rayan
Because I knew you and you knew me
And we had 11 days together
Days that I would relive again and again
And I would even knowing what I know, that you would leave me
That there is beauty in the tragic
That the sun would keep on shining although I wish it wouldn't
That your sister would look so pretty when she went to school today
That my mother's voice would comfort me like it always does.
That someday maybe after I have grieved long enough for you
That someday I could go somewhere and be happy again
And I don't feel that way right now because I can't imagine I will be normal ever again
But I see beauty in the tragic..
I see how you made me know how deep my love could go
That you could leave me.. my precious baby and I wouldnt be angry
I would feel love sweep over me as I entered the house or looked at your picture
Or visited your grave
Or saw other children and saw how life continued even though at times I wished it wouldn't
And somehow I know you knew that you were everything to me..that losing you was losing me and how I would never wish this on the most horrible person , to lose something so wanted and so needed, your life
There is beauty in the tragic because I know that even though you are gone,,, that you were beautiful and our love is eternal and will never leave me if I think of you because true love never dies.
There is beauty in the tragic
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Just wanted to know I think what you wrote is beautiful and so true...God Bless You
emamoma
What a beautiful memorial to your baby! I am praying for your comfort and peace! Bless you! Judy
JudyWI
Thanks for sharing!
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