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oliviajgl 
4:32am Yesterday
Basically,
I havent been on this in a while, i guess i didnt want to look at everything in one big heap.
Im in two minds over it all.
One.
''oh my goodness, why has all this horrible stuff had to happen to both me and my family? surely there's a limit to how much people can take??''
Two.
''all this stuff has happened, yet we're still all here and supporting each other as we always have been.''
But, i know that (looking at my profile) we've as a family and me on my own have been through so much, but im still happy, and i know people love me, and things aren't as terrible as they seem sometimes. I truly think everything happens for a reason, and if my life has to be hard right now for it to be unbelievably wonderful later on, then so be it!
I've gone back to church, and it felt really strange, but good at the same time.
It can be so easy to hate God sometimes, but he is always there, and he always loves you, no matter how much you fuck up.
