I'm 18, im about to go to Uni to study Fine Art, i love art, music and animals, i have a HUGE family, and we're all trying to get through things together.im about to start yet another cycle of counselling, and mum's in the middle of yet another cycle of drugs. i hope we get there toegther. My parents divorced when i was 5, i was raped in january (2007) by my manager at work, and he wasnt prosecuted because there wasn't enough evidence. i have gotten close a number of times to killing myself, but never did, and im glad of it because if i had i wouldnt be here to help mum get through this. Mum has suffered with PRI AMY for 5 years now, and we have tried every trick in the book. however, she was predicted to die 5 years ago now, and she's still going, so doctors can be wrong! However, i have been dealing with all these problems in very self-destructive ways; shop lifting and sleeping around. I guess i wanted to admit it and hope that now i can make a change. I've gone back to church, and i hope that God can help me through all this!
I'm 18, im about to go to Uni to study Fine Art, i love art, music and animals, i have a HUGE family, and we're all trying to get through things together.im about to start yet another cycle of counselling, and mum's in the middle of yet another cycle of drugs. i hope we get there toegther. My parents divorced when i was 5, i was raped in january (2007) by my manager at work, and he wasnt prosecuted because there wasn't enough evidence. i have gotten close a number of times to killing myself, but
i love singing, and writing songs, i find playing the piano to be a really nice relief sometimes. I love pretty much all music, especially jazz and gospel. and i love cuddling my puppy.
i love singing, and writing songs, i find playing the piano to be a really nice relief sometimes. I love
July 13, 2009 4:45pm
Basically,
I havent been on this in a while, i guess i didnt want to look at everything in one big heap.
Im in two minds over it …
March 25, 2009 1:54pm
I dont know why, but ive been really down recently. I dont even mind if nobody reads this, because i think it will make me feel better to just write …
December 7, 2008 4:23pm
my mum has been undergoing treatment for the past month.
she's been on a treatment used for myeloma patients, and it's a combination of …
November 29, 2008 3:21pm
well,
things have altered somewhat.
mum is feeling tons better!
she went into hospital with a suspected blood clot which could have been …
November 25, 2008 2:34pm
mum has been taken into hospital.
the not-being-able-to-breathe thing has gotten worse.
they think there might be a problem with what the drugs …
Only brave people can spot other brave ones. So your obvious a brave one yourself. xxx
Smile... its going to be a great day. No matter what... respect yourself.
Why do you feel like you dont deserve respect? Or dont respect yourself? Thats not true at all.
Life is short! Break the rules! Forgive quickly! Kiss slowly! Love truly! Laugh uncontrollably! And never regret anything that made you smile!
I hope you have a great Christmas too! Take care *hugs*
my mum has AL (primary amyloidosis) Things aren't looking good for her, we've tried lots of things, chemotherapy, velcade, a bone marrow transplant, and now we're on to this other drug used for mialoma patients. we'll know in january whether it has worked, but it is our last option. i have two brothers, andrew 23, Robin 21, a twin brother christopher, and a sister isobel 19. I am in the dark about a few things, and would really appreciate another person's experiences and advice.
i lost my grandfather. it was a few years ago now, but i never quite got over the fact that i never really got to know him or say goodbye.
i was raped by my manager at work, i was 16, he was 48, and the police couldn't convict him because there was no camera and not enough evidence.
my parents divorced when i was five, and my relationship with my dad is awful. i rarely see him, and we don't get on well at all. i remind him too much of mum.
I contemplated suicide when i was younger, and never went through with it because i couldn't bear to leave my mum, and im so glad im still here.
