Journal Entry for November 3, 2008
November 3, 2008 3:10am
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need2now
12:48am, November 6, 2008
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About Me
need2now
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About Me
well, im 17 years old and am a senior in high school. i have always had problems with self confidence and eating disorders. i am always comparing my capacities and abilities to everyone elses. i never think im good enough and dont trust in myself. as for food, i can never stop thinking about it and feel CONTROLLED by it....thats why i keep eating even after im so FULL and my stomach hurts from it, then that makes me feel even WORSE b.c i can never stick to a goal. i often feel disapointed of myself.....which is the worst, because then im not motivated enough to do better. i really want to change these things, but feel like its impossible, i feel trapped and want to stop.
well, im 17 years old and am a senior in high school. i have always had problems with self confidence and eating disorders. i am always comparing my capacities and abilities to everyone elses. i never think im good enough and dont trust in myself. as for food, i can never stop thinking about it and feel CONTROLLED by it....thats why i keep eating even after im so FULL and my stomach hurts from it, then that makes me feel even WORSE b.c i can never stick to a goal. i often feel disapointed of myself.....which
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Interests
i like hearing music, and dancing and im interested in medicine. i plan on becoming a doctor. i really love the rain and i love PRIDE AND PREJUDICE.
i like hearing music, and dancing and im interested in medicine. i plan on becoming a doctor. i really
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Journal Entry for November 3, 2008
November 3, 2008 2:35am
well today i ate like a big pig. i ate like 5 tamales and one humongus steak sandwhich reallylate at night. my stomach really hurts and i feel really …
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Rainbow
hi
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Hey...I am simple guy that is self-harming and I want you know that you are not alone. It must be really hard for you. If you will ever feel you need just simple talk about normal things or disques about problems you can try talk with me and see if it is ok for you. Take care!
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oh don't worry i didn't wouldn't of even noticed haha yeah I say like alot too.. Now I'm gonna be watching for it and probably won't say it..Anyways Well I still talk to people lots but I feel like (oh god) This pressure that I have to talk to everyone and make them like me and stuff.. I don't know And I don't even like talking to people because I'm always so worried about saying the right thing and if I talk to somebody and i didn't know what to say or said something stupid I'll just feel terrible.... I don't know It's all so stupid I hate anxiety it ruins absolutely everything.
I’m With You
I know how tough it is for you now, but with practice and understanding that you will learn from the book, you will find that you can move ahead towards confidence and increased self love. I'm rooting for you!!
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don't give up! that's good, i don't have a machine, but i think when the weather gets too bad that i'm going to start going to a gym. I'm trying to eat as healthy as possible!
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
I need help with my low self esteem. i wish i was more secure of myself. most of my low self esteem, does have to do with appeareance. i wish i wasn't so thick, and my thighs werent so big. i try to diet but it never works for me because i binge eat. i always feel bad aftwards
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- i try to think postively, and it works for like aday, or two or three, but then, i look at myself, and how i dont change, and just forget about it.
Close Weight Loss For Teens
i have always wanted to lose wieght but feel that it is IMPOSSIBLE for me. i wish my thighs werent that big, and i stop binge eating. i want to feel good about myself, and i know my wieht has a lot to do about it. i cant stop feeling dissapointed about myself sometimes, and when i try to lose weight, i never keep it off. i gain it really fast. sometimes i wish i had a lot of money so i could get a liposuction
Open Eating Disorders
ahhh!!! i need help with my binge eating! it all seems impossible to me, and i really want to change my eating habits! i feel so trapped when it comes to food......i feel controlled
Open Food Addiction
i feel CONTROLLED by food and seem there is no way out....i want to change my eating habits to feel better about myself and be healthy and lose weight.
Open Shyness
im so glad i found this group..SHYNESS has always been a part of me......i never have the confidence in myself to do anything b.c im compare myself to others.......the fear of what others might think of me prevent me from progressing.....:[
Open Teen Anxiety
Well, i continuously have anxiety, and it gets in the way of everything i do sometimes....becuase i cant decide on SIMPLE things to do......and sometimes i want to do something without thinking so much about it......its hard for me to be like that becuase im so insecure and i have panicked so much just by thinking......not only that, but sometimes my anxiety gets in the way for me to concentrate in things......its hard for me to finish what i start.....like i feel so overwhelmed
Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
well, i have a BIG problem with people....i dont like seeing a lot of people sometimes becuase i am scared.....i feel like vulnerable and continually feel humilated even if nothing is said to me....i try to avoid people sometimes....and my anxiety and fear keep me from doing things because it involves coming in contact with people...and right now im nervous because i have my drivers license test but am scared......i dont like walking in a room full of people or raise my hand in class sometimes.
