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ToSaveALife 
10:10am, October 25, 2009
So, summer is winding down, and I figure with the end of a summer will come a journal entry about my amazing summer and adventures I had, on here, and in real life.
I met some really amazing people on here, one of them I have really bonded with , Skyfaller, I want to thank her for being such an amazing friend, and a great workout buddy, I hope to continue our working out throughout the school year.
Throughout the summer, I really bonded with my best friends, and did not spend alot of time with my other friends, but thats alright. I do have one major concern however:
Theres this girl.. well she lives in California, and I live in NY, and it seems we have both fallen for eachother. How did I meet her? Through my best friend, Devin, who went to Cali, hooked up with her, then came back to NY, breaking with her. We met through Devin, and well, recently she has been at my side more and more, and she really gives me the love and support im looking for in my life. The issue is, we both really want to meet with eachother, and I just dont know what the heck to tell my parents.
Money must be a problem to get to Cali, I mean theres airplane tickets, they dont come cheap, but im waiting for my senior trip, im going to skip out on it and hopefully convince my Dad to send me to Cali for the two weeks during that time.. I hope I can work this all out, I just dont want to say anything yet, I feel like if I was told no, it would break me in half. So.. I dont quite know what else to do. My Dad generally supports me in everything, and he always gives me the money for whenever I need it, because I dont ask alot for things, so maybe just this once, I can really work things out?
I never thought id find myself falling in love again with someone so far away from me, I always saw long distance relationships as a pointless thing, but not this one, my hearts all in this one, and I just dont know what to do, for the girl, and for myself, I dont want either one of us hurt. Im remaining hopeful and I am hoping to develop a plan that can help me get to Cali.. Thanks for reading!! Any advice would be wonderful.
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Well...hmm...I think you should definitely explain the situation to your dad...Have a talk with him about what you are feeling and maybe you guys can work out a sort of compromise...Like if you do all your chores, he'll give you the money to go to Cali or something of that nature. If I think of anything else I'll let you know. Good luck sweetheart!
SkyFaller
Thankyou!! ^_^
ToSaveALife
i know u dont know me at all but i kinda stumbled on your page lol. love is rare when u find that one person that makes you happy keep them and dont ever let them go. esp when u suffer from depression its good to have that one person there that will always cheer you up. you have to fight for what you want and just go for it. dont chicken out like i did and let that one true love slip through your fingers. i did, i had the chance to tell my best guy friend i was in love with him but i was too chicken instead he went with some whore. i always regret never tellin him and never fighting for him. to this day im still in love with him. and when we hang out i cant help but the way he makes me feel. you'll see her eventually but at least your not in love with your best guy friend like me lol... :)
luvevery01