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ToSaveALife 
10:10am, October 25, 2009
Im just getting fed up with this summer and being around my family all the time..
My parents dont get along, and im always some how dragged into the shit pile between them. I want them to stop shouting so I just tell my Dad to do what he has to do and stop communicaiting with my mom, this has been ongoing for years..
Im just so fed up with everything.. All summer iv been shooting to get a girl friend, I get fucked over when I try to even do that, its either the girl jips me and teases me then says she doesnt want to date, or my best friend dates a girl I like, or the girl is taken the day I ask her out, im getting sick of it all..
Im an otpimist but im also just down right fed up, sometimes I wish I had power to rid this world of evil.. I just want to be understood and I dont even feel a connection of happiness, im always trying to be happy so reality doesnt hurt so much - but no matter what I do, im still single, and my parents fight, and it just puts me in a rotten mood..
Sorry for anyone who thinks im whining, I just am venting..
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I know how you feel, my parents are like that to, they get along from time to time, but they get in a lot of arguments too =/. Well, maybe you should stop looking for one, let them come to you. My best friend says that if you chase after love, it will flee, but if you wait calmly, it will come to you, but I'm sure that you'll find a girl soon, if you keep fishing, you will eventually catch a fish =3. It seems I understand how you feel, but then again, I may not. If you allow me to get to know you better, maybe then we can fully understand each other =], reality is a painful thing, but it needs us to be strong, and your going through it with your head held high. Many of us gave up on our lives already, but even though things don't turn out the way they do, you continue to do what you want, and search for what you want. I admire you for that. Being single gets lonely, but maybe your just not use to the fact of being single, eh? idk, I'm taking a guess =/, when my parents fight, I just sit there and monitor it or go into a different room and clean or something. But I know this is cliched, but I know things will get better for you, you'll find a gf soon, as for the parents fighting, maybe you can sit down and have a chat with them? or have you tried that already? And thats what this sight is for, venting, and it doesn't sound like you're whining, and you have listened to us, now its time for us to listen to you.
Thien
Aw Thien thanks so much man, you provided a fantastic insight for me to continue being happy and moving on. Yeah I did give up searching, I am just going to wait it out ^_^; its just what I have to do. Well I had two relationships throughout my life and they were both bad experiences, but I dont need to get into that I am much over it, but yeah I just want someone who will treat me right but I cannot just keep running all over looking for love, so I will just wait.
Yeah I am thinking about leaving the room the next time they argue. Ohhh there is a history behind it all, a little fire chat with them will not stop the arguing, nothing will but a divorce lmao, but its alright, I am trying to stay optimistic about it all, I was just having a bad night. Thanks so much man ^_^;
ToSaveALife
np =3
Thien