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RainbowBrite205 
2:12am, June 12, 2009
Tomorrow is suppose to be a time for family and friends and giving thanks. For me it is a time of anxiety. Each year I get so excited and then something happens. This year it is my sister causing drama. I try to make things good for everyone and always end up taking all the crap. I feel guilty for feeling angry and hurt at how I am treated. I guess this is because I try and keep everyone ok and forget my own feelings. Lots of secrets and lots of hurt feelings are going on right now. I try and put on a happy face for the kids but inside I want to escape from it all. I wish I could get on a plane and leave...go some place where no one knows me.
