NEW YORK..!!!!
So, i am finally going to America in October..!! YAY..!!! I am so blessed and grateful.. AND i love the amazing people that are helping make this …
My name is Mandy, i am an 18 yr old that struggles with life issues. I am a self injurer and i may also have depression. I am a christian, but i do struggle to believe that God is there for me. But then i read Deut 30. and realise its ME that walks away from him. I constantly feel invisible in my own family. And sometimes i drain myself with others problems but NOT ANYMORE..
My name is Mandy, i am an 18 yr old that struggles with life issues. I am a self injurer and i may also have depression. I am a christian, but i do struggle to believe that God is there for me. But then i read Deut 30. and realise its ME that walks away from him. I constantly feel invisible in my own family. And sometimes i drain myself with others problems but NOT ANYMORE..
I love to write, draw, being alone, reading my bible, having coffee with a few people, love baby sitting...
I love to write, draw, being alone, reading my bible, having coffee with a few people, love baby sitting...
So, i am finally going to America in October..!! YAY..!!! I am so blessed and grateful.. AND i love the amazing people that are helping make this …
So i have now made it up to 48 days.. I am so proud of myself..!!
I have had some rough patches, but i have turned to God instead of the blade. …
**This poem is from experiences. BUT i have not written it for the attention for me. I have written it cause a few of my friends have come to me …
So i am 27 days free from cutting.
I had alot of rough patches and i even broke down last night at church and wanted to cut, BUT i resisted …
heres some love for ya. i just read your status. im here for u if u need me
Good morning hope you have a great weekend!
Hey how's it going?
You are an amazing person and I wish you all the best. It is sad to see you go. Thank you so much for all that you have done. God Bless :)
So r u feelin better, sorry about this morning, but I don't want u to hurt urself anymore.
August 1st 2007, i witnessed my bestfriend hang herself right in front of me... AND i blame myself everyday for not stopping her..