Journal Entry for December 1, 2008
responding to posts..hoping to make friends.
Just turned 30 but still get asked for identification..woohoo.. Married to a wonderful man who I have put through so much but he still stands by me..feel I dont deserve him! Was working as a intensive/coronary care nurse but have not worked in a very long time (not good when u have a mortgage).. Ummmmm.... don't know what else at this point of time... yep I'm a loser.
Just turned 30 but still get asked for identification..woohoo.. Married to a wonderful man who I have put through so much but he still stands by me..feel I dont deserve him! Was working as a intensive/coronary care nurse but have not worked in a very long time (not good when u have a mortgage).. Ummmmm.... don't know what else at this point of time... yep I'm a loser.
My gorgeous whippets! Reading, music, art, physically challanging myself when in the mood..Food/cooking.... Nursing (hope to rejoin the nursing world one day)
My gorgeous whippets! Reading, music, art, physically challanging myself when in the mood..Food/cooking....
responding to posts..hoping to make friends.
When did the day dawn when all of my senses lead to self loathing... Did I peer into the mirror and realised I was no longer the girl I used to be, …
Hey hon, sorry to see your feeling bad. Here's a chocolate shot to lift your spirits. Blessings to you sweetie, Vee xx
you were both centre of the known universe for millenia?
today the sun is trying to come out. I don't know why it's so shy. We've seen what it's got before. Maybe it has sun spots and is embarressed?
is that something like a cheese melt?
silently lonely... being treated for bipolar disorder..
Shy at times... no confidence, loath myself.