nighttripper926's Journal

I just broke up (I think) with my boyfriend of 10 months today.  He came over while he was on some sort of perscription sleeping aid he was using recreationally.  This isn't the first time he's done something like this.  One time he brought over some vodka and was drinking it while he "went to the bathroom" and even ended up taking some from my moms cabinet.  One time he started stealing oxycodone from my medicine cabinet and I was yelling at him to stop.

Sometimes he agrees with me that he has a problem, but most of the time he just tells me his personal life is none of my buisness and tells me to butt out.  He went back and forth between those two a lot today while we argued.

He's so perfect in every other way, but I just can't take this anymore.  I'm tempted by my hope that he might change to go back to him, but I can't take this anymore if he isn't going to change.  I was thinking of telling him to call me if he ever gets himself together, but I have a feeling he never will if nobody is telling him to do it.  I don't want to lose him I just want to lose the drugs.  This is so hard.  I don't know what to do.