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nighttripper926 
Yay I didn't binge today. I'm so happy. I just had lunch at school (chicken nuggets) then came home and had a brownie and some skittles. Then had a salad for, I guess, dinner. And that's all. :D I'm gonna bump my progress up 5% I guess for that. YAY!
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Stop binging
Progress 5%
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I finally was prescribed a sleeping aid the other day. I took it at 8:30 last night and started feeling it making me drowsy about an hour and a half later. They're god pills. They put me right to sleep just like the benadryl did except I only had to take one pill instead of 9 and my liver wasn't complaining as much I guess. It's amazing, but he only gave me enough for two months then he says I shouldn't need them anymore. We'll see about that I guess, but for now all is well.
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I just broke up (I think) with my boyfriend of 10 months today. He came over while he was on some sort of perscription sleeping aid he was using recreationally. This isn't the first time he's done something like this. One time he brought over some vodka and was drinking it while he "went to the bathroom" and even ended up taking some from my moms cabinet. One time he started stealing oxycodone from my medicine cabinet and I was yelling at him to stop.
Sometimes he agrees with me that he has a problem, but most of the time he just tells me his personal life is none of my buisness and tells me to butt out. He went back and forth between those two a lot today while we argued.
He's so perfect in every other way, but I just can't take this anymore. I'm tempted by my hope that he might change to go back to him, but I can't take this anymore if he isn't going to change. I was thinking of telling him to call me if he ever gets himself together, but I have a feeling he never will if nobody is telling him to do it. I don't want to lose him I just want to lose the drugs. This is so hard. I don't know what to do.
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I'm sorry you had to go through that; it's so tough to see someone close to you hurting himself. It sounds like you made the right choice, though. Take care!
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Drugs are dreams and nightmares. But your real. I'll choose you. I'm srry for all the times i've made u cry. I can't change whats already happened... But i promise you we have a great future ahead. ---> C@LIƒ0®NI@
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| October 2008 |
Tuesday, 10/28
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Please be careful with this drug, i was taking it also and it made me black out. I drove to the grocery store and bought food to binge on while i was blacked out. This drug does have cases of where people binge in their sleep, it is one of the side effects.
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