Yay for non-binging
November 13, 2008 9:42pm
Yay I didn't binge today. I'm so happy. I just had lunch at school (chicken nuggets) then came home and had a brownie and some …
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Ambien
November 12, 2008 4:34pm
I finally was prescribed a sleeping aid the other day. I took it at 8:30 last night and started feeling it making me drowsy about an hour and a …
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Terrible break up?
November 8, 2008 7:46pm
I just broke up (I think) with my boyfriend of 10 months today. He came over while he was on some sort of perscription sleeping aid he was …
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Random Reflection
October 28, 2008 9:03pm
I had a very helpful talk session with my current bf on Columbus Day weekend and was just randomly reflecting on it …
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I’m With You
I saw and responded to your post and so I was looking at your page. It makes me sad that you describe your rape as a "typical sob story." You're minimizing how much that TRAUMA and CRIME affected you... and believe me, I've taken plenty of those showers where I try to wash the filth off me. Hope this community can be supportive of you. Message me if you want.
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Close Rape
It's probably just a typical sob story rape account, really nothing exceptional about it. It happened 3 times with two different guys when I was 14 and 15. I’m 17 now and it still comes up occasionally, especially when I see them around town, it’s a small one. My current partner (of 10 months) is very supportive, though more so now than at first. I learned to deal mostly through art like photography. It’s great to look at a beautiful picture of yourself when you feel like an ugly, little whore.
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- The most helpful talk session I had was with my current bf on Columbus Day weekend. I was crying so hard and yelling that I was a dirty little whore and what does he want with me. At one point we took a shower, because that’s what I like to do when I’m upset. I was still crying and I was trying to wash the whore off of myself, or something else equally as crazy, and he was very supportive and made me stop washing. Then when I was calmer he gave me a nice back massage and snuggled me sweetly.
Close Food Addiction
I was originally in the eating disorders group on this site, but finally found this group which seems to fit me better as I only binge and do not purge. I'm not really sure how to stop it and am hoping some support from strangers will help.
