Kat09's Journal

its about a young woman very special to me,

 and all I can think about is what we can be.

 So hear me out and you will see,

just what her love does to me.

She may not know,

about the feelings I try so hard not to show.

The pain I feel day by day and cannot fight,

 but after reading this, she just might…

I sit at the computer and wait for it to load.

 Its time to type away, to let some thoughts and feelings unfold.

There is a message sent by her.

What could it be?

My heart races,

my mind paces.

Im scared and excited, every time.

Its hard to explain.

Does she know?

Does she feel the same?

I read her messages and they make me happy.

Even when my whole day has been nothing but crappy.

And when im angry, she can tame,

 even my biggest flame.

Does she know?

  Does she feel the same?

 When I hear her voice on my phone,

it weakens me down to the bone.

I know the way I describe it, sounds kinda lame,

but still I wonder.

Does she know?

Does she feel the same?

No matter the time or place.

 Everywhere I look, I swear I see her face.

And my heart jumps when I hear her name.

Does she know?

Does she feel the same?

 However, we are miles apart,

and that’s what really hurts my heart.

 Without her, my days seem so long.

 And with every day that passes, its feels harder to stay strong.

All day it rains in my head,

but it hits me  worse when I go to bed.

She cant see

what this love does to me.

But I know that it wont be long,

till I get to show her these feelings I feel that are so strong .    

  its not the best poem ive ever written,but and I didn’t have time to finish it, so I had to wrap it up really quick somehow. But every single line in it, is the truth about how I really feel, but whatever, I hope you liked it…I personally think it sucks, but everyone tell me they think its cute…but I think they are just trying to be nice is all