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paganinlove 
I know I haven't updated in a while,but so much has happened in the last few months.And what it all boils down to,is that very soon,I will be starting a new life....a love filled,happier than I have ever been life! As soon as that perverted man I had to call a husband gets out of prison at the end of july,I am filing for divorce,leaving this dump I have had to call home,and I'm moving in with the true love of my life,Lee.Lee has been so supportive of me....so loving.He wants me to be in his life forever...as his wife! I never dared dream he would want this....and not only does he want this,he wants it as soon as possible! We are already saving up for some things we will need for our new home.Goodbye to this dump I have had to call home....good bye to a man who has made my life hell for far too many years.And goobye to being no more than a live in maid to my daughter and son in law. They are in for a rude awakening when they no longer have me around to clean up after them.Letely,they have been very rude and hurtful to me.And that hurts so much,because my daughter and I use to be so close. But she is turning into a copy of her husband. Lazy,sarcastic...just not the daughter I use to have.Maybe once they don't have me around to be their live in housekeeper,they will regret the hurtful way they have treated me.
But Lee has been so loving...so into making a wonderful future for the two of us.I could fill many pages with his words of hope and love.And he is already looking for a ring for me,because he wants us to me husband and wife as soon as possible.Or as he puts it"I lost you many years ago...I will never loose you again!"
