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jptobe 
1:53pm Yesterday
I want to thank everyone for all the hugs and comments the past week. It means a lot to me. I love you girls dearly. I know I have not been very responsive, and I apologize for this. I need some more time for myself before I can be a good supportive friend to you all. I've hit a crossroads and need to re-evaluate. I'm okay with my sister saying no to surrogacy. I am okay with everything as it is right now. I am just trying to rediscover how much I love life and the people in my life.
IUI, IVF with my eggs, and IVF with DE are all still options for us. We just need to make some decisions and figure out which rock the money is under.
I love you girls. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. xoxo
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This is what helped me like a mantra even when I couldn't stand the pain.
I trust God in every moment.
When the world seems to change too quickly or events in my life seem daunting or confusing, I turn to the power that never changes: God.
In moments of quiet meditation, I come back to center. God within guides me to make right decisions and empowers me to take right action. God is my source of understanding and wisdom, the ever-present love that leads me to form meaningful relationships and take purposeful action. In God, I am assured that order and harmony transcend temporary appearances.
As I connect with the love of God, I know that all things are possible. I trust in God, and I face the world with courage and confidence.
"Keep alert, stand firm in your faith, be courageous, be strong. Let all that you do be done in love."--1 Corinthians 16:13-14
Don't give up faith and I will keep you in my prayers as always:) xoxo
lov316
Please do not feel guilty about not being on here. We all love you and understand that you need to take care of you! It is healthy. I also think we all hit those points where the best thing to do is take some time. You do have a lot of options - which is great. Thinking of you! Hugs!
laraM
you'll get there!
twocubed
We love you and thank you too, take your time and take care of you. Fiiguring out where to go next requires quiet and peace....
onlygreen
I completely understand where you are coming from... Take your time with this... each of us comes to terms with everything in our own time... in our own way... I am testament to that. It makes me happy to hear that you are rediscovering yourself... that's when you make the best decisions. Take care my friend. We are all always here for you- just like you are always here for us. xo
SperanzaFede
Enjoy everything you can. I know you will figure out the best course for you. If you ever want to talk about anything (not just about how I'm doing) well, you know how to reach me. Always wishing you the greatness you deserve.
suzannelin
Don't lose hope!!! It's hard but think positive!!! I hope this battle ends soon for the both of us!!!
MGR14
HEY, where did my comment go? I posted from the phone... should have know better!!!
Hey, I think you are right where you need to be! Especially when you can say, "I am just trying to rediscover how much I love life and the people in my life. " THAT is the best way to live. Cuz' even if you haven't gotten "there" yet you will be moving in the right direction!
ALWAYS HERE MY FRIEND!!!
LOVE & HUGS,
JULIE
Jcurly
I am sure your will find the right answers for you and DH in your heart. You are in my prayers however you proceed. {{{HUG}}}
Lioness816