wickedewok09's Journal

So I'm pretty sure that I doing better that I ever thought I would and I know I'm doing better than what most people give me credit  for. So I put it at 100% today :). I understand and I'm ok iwht the fact that I might and probably will fall in love with other guy and it doesn't bother me because I know what I had James was true and special and I will love someone else but just different not less not more just different. I not going to go out and just look for a guy just because people want me to thats just dumb... if i find someone I like i'll take it my speed which is slower than before because I don't want to get hurt. Just because I have this guy friend no knows doesn't mean that they need to go and meet him and try to hook me up with him.. we are just friends and if one day we start like each other more than just friends then maybe I will try the whole dating thing.