Journal Entry for October 18, 2009
Why can't anyone love my completely and unconditionally? Why can't I have just that for even a little while before I move on.. All I want is …
I'm Chase. I'm fucked up. That's all you need to know.
I'm Chase. I'm fucked up. That's all you need to know.
my mind is spinning, this body is lifeless.
my mind is spinning, this body is lifeless.
Why can't anyone love my completely and unconditionally? Why can't I have just that for even a little while before I move on.. All I want is …
I wish I could find the words to describe my illness to you. I wish I could let my father know how sick I truly am.. Or maybe I just feel sick..My …
I don't know when, I don't know how, I don't know why, but I am broken. I am a broken person. My insides are so messed up and jumbled, …
I am Chase.
I am mentally insane. I am fucked up.
I am morbid.
I am twisted.
I am 17.
I am suicidal.
I am depressed.
I am a self harmer.
I am bulimic.
I am a …
XXX
"soon." might seem cryptic or meaningless to most people, but I know exactly what you're saying.
So you know I'm going to say, Not Soon! Not any fucking time soon. It's not my choice to make, but I hope you'll listen to me.
I miss you. Text me, message me, whatever, just let me know you're doing ok. Ok?
When it seems like you don't have anyone, remember you'll always have me.
I miss you toooooo! :)
i havn't talked to you in like over a year and that makes me sad :/ i see your not doing towell but i hope everything gets better babe, i miss you loads, ha even if you dont remember me. i'm here when ever you need♥
Suffered with depression since age 13.
Im a lesbian, ive known since i was 12.. and i just recently came out to everyone
ive been dealing with anxiety since i was a child.. i dont know how to help it..
suffered with anorexia from ages 13 -15. Still recovering.
Back on this even though I almost died of an overdose.
ive been self injuring since i was 10 :\