acougar's Journal

I'm quickly realizing that my one year is just another day, but I'm still proud of it. Yes, other addictions may have started to creep in, but I'm still going sober on this one. I can't begin to describe the difficulty of not sniffing when I'm holding things I only saw as tools for huffing. But here I am. I'm going out tonight and then tomorrow night I'm hanging out with my girl Lesley, who I've known since first grade or so. So what is that like 16/17 years or so? Crazy. But she is gonna be my celebratory buddy tomorrow night and my bigger party is gonna be probably on Thursday this coming week. :) One year. One year ago tonight I was in the bathtub wishing I was dead but being completely sick of being an addict. Tonight. How much has changed in 365 days.