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princessjulie 
So far I have lost 10 lbs.I weigh 203 lbs. Its taken me a while but it was worth the weight! Next goal is to start excercising since I have still not accomplished that one.
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Within this past couple of months I ended up with a MRSA infection that had to be drained twice at the ER. I dealt with that for one month. My 4 yr old also got one as well as my 15 yr old. I dont really understand how that could happen if I was extra careful in taking care of myself. Then my ex husband moves in with my younger children. My children have been acting like they dont even know I exist. Then I loose my 15 yr old to my ex husband as well, cause my house is to boring and she has more fun over there with him. That happened on Tuesday evening. On Wednesday evening my husband whom is a Recoverying Addict goes to a meeting and doesn't show up til 1:45am. I am not sure how much more I can take or where to go from here... I feel so lost and alone. Its only me and my two small children, 4 and 5 yr old. And we just bought our first home....
Today seems to be a better day.. My husband actually seemed in love with me and my daughters didnt go slamming doors around the house, maybe tomorrow will be a better day...
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OMG! Im must be losing my mind. As if I didn't have enough children of my own I go ahead and take one more in. Not only is this my 14 year olds friend, (the one that has yet to gove me the most heahaches), but she is also a problem child. The young girls mother is a drug attic w/ HIV and Cancer. Mom is living in a independent care facility and since mom has been doing so bad the caregivers there wanted her to find a safe place to go to. Guess where she went? Yup my house. I am really confused though! Her sister I spoke to told me that the girl has pretty much burned her bridges with other family member and no one wants to deal with her anymore. She is fast and has a serious attitude. But what can you expect with a child that has been bounced around from home to home, has watched her mother get high, prostitute, and was molested at a very young age!! On the other hand her mother's cargiver has told me she is a very nice girl and gave her no problems. I know I can't through her out on the street but I also know that I have my own kids that I need to deal with. I have been taking my 14 yr old to therapy for the past month and it has helped so much... I dont want this situation to influence her in a negative way. All our hard work will go right down the drain. Now dont get me wrong the girl has not disrespected me or my home in anyway... But I really need to find a solution for her ASAP... Something that well help support her needs not continue to hurt her. I'm also afraid I might get to attached... Any advice out there?
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Oops sorry I mispelled Drug Addict and throw...
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