Kind words
February 11, 2009 11:53am
I want to thank everyone for their kind words and I do appreciate you being here for me. At this time it is so hard to hear because I just lost my …
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punkygirl98 
2:22pm, March 15, 2009
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About Me
punkygirl98
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About Me
I'm sure I'm not much different from most people here, broken inside and just looking for someone to understand. I feel abandoned by anyone around me and I'm looking for reasons to keep surviving. I just don't know how to cope anymore and I'm hoping that being here helps me find some clarity in me.
I'm sure I'm not much different from most people here, broken inside and just looking for someone to understand. I feel abandoned by anyone around me and I'm looking for reasons to keep surviving. I just don't know how to cope anymore and I'm hoping that being here helps me find some clarity in me.
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Hey Everyone...
January 4, 2009 5:38pm
Sorry I've been away. With the holidays, family, friends, work and school - things are quite busy right now for me. Even with my break from …
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Hi! Been checking in a while and your "I'm in love" and your last journal entry was about love. Since things seem to be going well with you and I haven't heard from you through my correspondence! I am deeming you a success!!!! Fly Free My Friend, Enjoy your Loved ones and your new friends. If you need me, just ask for an add and I will add you back! Love and Peace to you!
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Child abuse is the most terrible act that a human being can commit outside of murder. May God bless you in your life as you work through the terrible consequences.
With much love and affection Rich-
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Please forgive last hug, it was meant for someone else. My cat apparently thought you needed it and keyed it to you as she is trying to get me to quit typing and go to bed. Such a little mother she is!
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I know that you don't know me very well but you offered your help a while back and I think that your instinct and training will help me in my latest issue. I journaled, would appreciate your advice, I will be taking action on this matter either today or over the weekend! Thanks! Playing catchup here tomorrow and over the weekend.
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That you are still happier! Just a hug to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
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Close Personality Disorders
Type: Dependent Personality DisorderI've been struggling all my life with feelings that I don't belong, I'm unloveable, I'm bad and things would be so much easier if I didn't exist. I found therapy this year but still struggle with who I am and who I want to be.
Treatments
Close Thoracic Outlet Syndrome
I was diagnosed with TOS in July, 2007 but have been dealing with it since March, 2007
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- I go to a Neurologic Chiropractor and besides adjustments he works with nerve gliding and soft tissue work.
Open Bisexuality
Just looking for support that isn't just about hooking up but lasting friendships/relationships.
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I went from smoking less than a pack a day to 2 packs a day while on medication that with my age and family history - I could have had a stroke.
Treatments
- Hypnotherapy Working / Worked
- It's going on 4 months without a cigareete and I think I have to use more willpower now vs. just not wanting it. It's an everyday struggle.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I was physically and emotionally abused by everyone in my life from the age of 3 - I am reliving all the trauma daily emotionally and physically.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- I do a lot of photography and try to find different things to focus on.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I'm still in counseling and sometimes I feel I'm not accomplishing anything but my counselor says that I'm working so hard on myself.
- Supportive Care Working / Worked
- I joined this support group and it feels better meeting people that understand.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Works if I have people around to talk to.
Open Panic Attacks
I panic during thunderstorms and tornadoes due to many close calls in my life - a couple life threatening.
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes it helps me focus on things other than the storm but when I'm alone - not so much.
Open Loneliness
I've got it all - self hate, harm, push people away though I want someone in my life - wish I was loved but just feel so alone.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Its like Im on a rollercoaster one minute Im okay the next minute I wish I was gone.
Open Depression
Type: Seasonal Affective DisorderI'm severally depressed and I don't think anything is helping me.
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- I feel better than I did but I feel like I'm crying all the time now.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I just want to be fixed.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Some friends don't talk to me anymore.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Talking to lots of people that have the same feelings on DS helps.
Open Seasonal Affective Disorder
I didn't realize how depressed I got near the end of fall going into winter - last year I didn't even notice until it was almost too late. I feel it starting again now but I'm aware of it.
Open Financial Challenges
Story is probably the same as many - economic woes and gas prices - just trying to keep my head above water but feel like I'm drowning.
Treatments
- Credit Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- I just started the counseling - right now no change.
- Debt Consolidation Too Soon to Tell
- If the creditors would stop calling now that I've told them I'm in debt consolidation - I'd feel better.
