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shaynewardlover123 
5:34pm, November 9, 2009
recently i have been extremely sad, tearful, angry, stressed, frustrated, and anxious and also feeling weak, cold and unusually tired. i found out i do actually have depression...
But im not taking tablets for it because my bf dosnt like the idea of me taking them incase i get addicted... so i dont know what else to do to get over this depression.
I've been feeling like this for a long time but havnt shown it.
Recently its got worse because I have had arguments with my bf for about a week non stop, im not enjoying school or life. im just not enjoying anything or im not happy with myself.
Ive decided im gonna leave school... because i keep skipping lessons, im behind already with work, i dont hand in homework on time, and im always late. all this is NOT because im some lazy teen. its because ive changed and i am sad all the time and have no energy to do anything.
Im gonna work for my dad at home where he would pay me about £65 a week.
Hopefully things are gonna get better as soon as i leave school
and stop arguing with my bf...
