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julianna 
Well...the day has come! I saw him....unbelievable! Never thought it would ever get here but it has. Out celebrating my 50th bday on Friday night with some friends and in he walks. Right past me....completing ignoring me. How do I feel? Mixed feelings....feelings of sadness; feelings of closure and feelings of thank goodness it is finally over! I believe he was there meeting someone because my friend, Deb (who dates Rich his friend) was there and she acted weird....she told me I couldn't sit at her table with her because there was someone there that I couldn't meet....so then he shows up and walks back there.
Had this heart pounding feeling at first and then this sense of relief....so I guess I'm a little "stronger" than I thought so some degree. Is this the end???? I pray for it.....
