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  • About Me

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    ineedyou137

    Female, 14, Single
    little rock, AR, USA
    Member since October 19, 2008

    • About Me

      okay so heres my story my first time ever telling anyone my whole entire story. as a young kid about the ages 4 to 11, i was molested by my grandfather. i told only my mom and sister, my mom doesnt remember anything about it and i dont know about my sister. things between my family and him are normal, no police report was filed. in 2nd grade my mother nearly died. we found out she had a brain anurism, i started gaining wait(unaware at the time) she was sick until the middle of 3rd grade. in 3rd or 4th grade my brother nearly died he had an apendacitis attack. if we had come an hour later he would not be alive. in 6th grade thru 7th we found out my dad needed a liver tranplant-it was failing the doctors didnt think he'd make it to the age of 50(he was 49) in 7th grade he got better but not completely, i tried cutting myself in 7th. before 8th grade started the doctors thought he had amilydosis they finally got the results back from the blood test and he doesnt have amilydosis. he still doesnt have a new liver and he still needs one. the doctors do not know what is wrong with him. i am currently going into 9th grade, my sister is going into 12th and my brother has been out of school for three years and quit college, possibly going back in next year. i slowly started losing weight last year but havent lost much. my sister tells me she hates me everyday for a few years now. i cut every now and then and constantly think about killing myself. i love helping people and giving advice. music and knowing ive helped people help keep me going. i am here if you EVER need ANY advice or anyone to talk to. this may sound like im bragging, but im not, i sound a lot older than what i am. maybe because of all the things that ive been through, so if ur thinking "shes to young to ask for help from" think again because i know alot more than many people expect.

      okay so heres my story my first time ever telling anyone my whole entire story. as a young kid about the ages 4 to 11, i was molested by my grandfather. i told only my mom and sister, my mom doesnt remember anything about it and i dont know about my sister. things between my family and him are normal, no police report was filed. in 2nd grade my mother nearly died. we found out she had a brain anurism, i started gaining wait(unaware at the time) she was sick until the middle of 3rd grade. in 3rd or

    • Website

      http://www.freewebs.com/saykk28/

    • Interests

      music, singing, song writing, poetry, acting, animals, giving advice/helping people, romance-even though i dont have any lol

      music, singing, song writing, poetry, acting, animals, giving advice/helping people, romance-even though

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    • Journal Entry for June 29, 2009

      Mood June 29, 2009 11:57pm

      whats with all the lies

      can u see the tears that roll down from my eyes?

      you did this to me

      you made me believe

      in you

      but you turned back on your word

      now …

    • u know what i hate?

      Mood June 12, 2009 2:45am

      i hate it when i person tells me You know lifes not perfect.

      i of all people know that with all the shit ive been through

      i hate it when i person cant …

    • Journal Entry for June 12, 2009

      Mood June 12, 2009 1:27am

      my ears are ringing

      the voices inside my head

      keep singing

      as i lie there in bed

       

      just wanna make it stop

      take away the world

      im 'bout ready to …

    • shes on the edge of a cliff

      Mood May 27, 2009 10:55pm

      shes on the edge

      on the ledge

      afraid if she takes one step back

      shell be sucked in again and trapped

      if she takes a step forward

      her life could be …

    • i found my old enemy

      Mood May 1, 2009 9:28pm

      today i found my old enemy

      this enemy lies inside of me

      she scares me so

      to the point where i dont know

      whether or not i should let go

      sometimes she …

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    • Close Depression - Teen

      ages 4 to 11, i was molested by my grandfather, my mom had a brain anurism, i started gaining wait unaware at the time. my brother nearly died from an apendacitis attack, if wed come an hour later he wouldnt be alive. my dad needed a liver tranplant. it was failing the docters didnt think hed makeit to 50(he was 49)then the docters thought he had amilydosis. he doesnt have a new liver and im currently in 9 grade. my sister tells me she hates me everyday. i constantly think about killing myself

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      poetry help me get my feeling out, sometimes..... also abstract drawing helps sometimes too
      Meditation Somewhat Helpful
      sometimes just sitting in a quiet room to mediatate makes a little bit of the pain go away.
      Music Somewhat Helpful
      helps sometimes
      Pets Somewhat Helpful
      my cat helps me feel better when i hold her but only sometimes
      Writing Working / Worked
      helps me vent
    • Close Weight Loss For Teens

      well im a little overwieght so im trying to lose 20 pounds but ive found that little by little i am losing weight.

    • Open Panic Attacks

      u can look at my profile for my main story, but this year, well 2008 actually, i started getting panic attack so im really new to it and it freaks me out b/c i dnt kno wat to do when they happen

    • Open Teen Anxiety

      basically u can look at my profile and understand i get really anxious to the point of panic attacks, i cry myself to sleep alot and none of my friends know how bad things get.

    • Open Sexual Abuse

      my grandfather molested me

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      Music Working / Worked
      Talking Working / Worked
      talking to people here help me stay calm and get through things
    • Open Self-Injury

      i stopped for prolly over 4 months but now im cutting again

      Treatments

      Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
      it works sometimes, it even gets to the point of taking the place of cutting, i guess i shouldnt pop so hard but i cant help it.
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      dad used to be an alcholic and would yell at us grandfather molested me

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      Music Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Family Issues

      lots of stress my dad is sick, we r litterally broke/poor, ect.

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
      Writing Working / Worked
    • Open Depression

      ineedyou137 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Loneliness

      i get lonely because i dont have like a true friend that i can tell everthing to.

    • Open Bereavement
      Type: Loss of a Relative

      i lost my uncle, and its not too big a deal because i didnt know him, but that makes it feel worse.

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