I am going through many changes, some good, some bad. Either way I am growing into adulthood a little at a time. I'm an 18 year old who is 43 on the outside. Life is not an easy thing to do some days, but I am doing the best I can. My cat Doobie keeps me on my toes, literaly sometimes. I do manage to take care of his needs everyday and he in turn is completly spoiled. LOL I have a good sense of humor and do cling to hope of a better day, each day.
I am going through many changes, some good, some bad. Either way I am growing into adulthood a little at a time. I'm an 18 year old who is 43 on the outside. Life is not an easy thing to do some days, but I am doing the best I can. My cat Doobie keeps me on my toes, literaly sometimes. I do manage to take care of his needs everyday and he in turn is completly spoiled. LOL I have a good sense of humor and do cling to hope of a better day, each day.
Reading, writing, movies, music and my faimly. I would love to go camping and hiking, mabey when the weather is better next spring. I do go for very short walks in an old growth forest we have in the city of Evansville. Church is important to me as well. My cat Doobie is the only man in my life right now. I'm happy living with my mom, she is my rock.
Reading, writing, movies, music and my faimly. I would love to go camping and hiking, mabey when the
January 6, 2009 10:18pm
It's damp and cold
I'm feeling old
Yesterdays are gone
I feel like a pawn
You know what is bad
I don't really feel sad
just kind of …
thank you for your kindness
Thanks Rock, I am here for you too.
Thanks sweetie, you too xoxo
Hugs sweetie, thanks for checking in on me. I am sorry to hear you are struggling. I hope you see brighter days soon xo
Working through borderline issues has always been tough for me. Hang in there. I think of you often. Loves, Holly
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