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leopardfreak 
the world feels like its falling so fast i dont know what to do with it my life feels like its falling so fast like a rock or and egg falling from a high building thanks to gravity it falls at the same speed but witch one shall be better a rock that can survive the fall and still be in one peace or an egg that shatters into lil bitty shells ,
i feel like im being pulled in thousands of directions friends family debt bills my self responsibilities my mom dont know this but i doubt ill make her a grandmother ever
what if 2012 does happen will i be alone till then will i party it up
i just wanna give up right now and become a drug attic so bad i dont wanna deal with my pain any more i dont i wanna feel good how do i feel good i caint seem to do it with out having someone there to protect me from it the bad i hate life im not gunna lie
i want out so bad
how do i get these thoughts to end so much i should start writing again maybe i can make good money bye being a writer write my shit down hmmm i wounder if i could i always wanted to write a thought
blah i wanna screem so bad i hate it i wanna be with my people in my life that past away i dont know where that is but i wanna be there
