not knowing what to think about life any more ... this past weekend i think i accedently sent a red flag to my friends about my thoughts because we were driving i was drinking so i had a dd to drive my car and a friend in the back seat was playing with a bright light and i told him to stop with a random very detailed version of what could happen if he didnt about us dieing , my friends were like how did you think of that much detail that fast ... i didnt answer
how do we get these images out of the head , every time i drive i think about a possible run the red light and geting smoked off by a semi or train or somthing but ironically enough nobody is with me in any of my thoughts with the exception of this weekend but i was drinking so maybe had somthing to do with it





