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leopardfreak 
k i gotta admit ya i use to be a hoe mostly for the wrong reasons ... partically its easier to give then get it riped away from you cuz yes im a victom of rape and two with my issues i just want to find someone to love me ....... is it wrong to wanna be loved ? pluse b4 it was easier knowing that all they wanted was sex and nutting more
now thanks to my ex- bf got me out doing that and wanting to wait to have sex ITS WORSE now i feel like im absolutly usless the last guy i seen not my fault but whats wrong with me ,,, why do i have to go through this bull shit i hate my self so much right now theres no point i really dont wanna go on ... my mom even said i wish i could tell u its get easier but it doesnt .....THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF LIFE really now im struggling so much just to stay afloat work my ass off for shit that doesnt matter yea i got nice stuff somewhat i got a car but my stuff or my car dont love me ... it doesnt snuggle in with me keep me warm give me somthing to talk to
i just want it to end all ready but i caint cuz of my parents .... i dont want my mom to hate me like she does her brother for killing him self
but fuck im traped in hell and its only getting worse
fuck relationships all together ill be alone till i die maybe sooner then people think
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Don't give up on your self. There are many days that I just want to give up and say screw this. I feel like the only people who care about me is my family and for some reason I think thats why I am still here in this shitty world. It would be nice to have someone care about me and show me love other than a family member, so just try to make the best of this thing we call life and hopefully itwill get better for us.
friendlybee