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leopardfreak 
life
a world full of liers, cheaters, loosers.
i dont want to be any of these
i feel like my world is comming to an end sometimes
lonely wanting so much but not knowing how to get it
im filling the void of matial things wounding if it would make it that much closer
but its not ,
looking at objects everyday thinking about using them to cause fisical pain in the hope it would help me feel better but knowing it wont , thinking about drugs to help but knowing it will only make it worse in the long run .
i dont know how to cope any more... tears everyday prove it
this is the only place i can go to, too say everything on my mind with out me thinking of being judge,
is it so bad i want the happy ever after life, with my dream house and with kids and a loving man whom respects me for me. i wanna know what it feels like to be truly happy for once in my life no lies no games ... and maybe i was never suppose to have the family thing but i had love true love once maybe it doesnt come twice the love where its you wanna do what u can to make eachother happy , do things for eachother even if u dont like doing it just cuz you know it would make a smile on there face even for a beif moment .
