i dont know how to get over this one i really dont ... i ended up with a guy friend of a friend ... i dont know why ... between friends and me wanting to piss someone off and a few reasons like that .. well i regreted the fact i even did it i felt beyond dirty after the fact ....
that same night i found out there was my so called friends made him a bet to get this guy laid ... i wanted to die but they convinced me it was a lie and then the other night i found out the bet was true ....
how can i have friends like this what did to deserve this i cut all of them outa my life... but i still feel so dirty and not worthy of life ... so far still no cutting im trying not too but i may fail
i dont know how to get over this one i really dont ... i ended up with a guy friend of a friend ... i dont know why ... between friends and me wanting to piss someone off and a few reasons like that .. well i regreted the fact i even did it i felt beyond dirty after the fact ....
that same night i found out there was my so called friends made him a bet to get this guy laid ... i wanted to die but they convinced me it was a lie and then the other night i found out the bet was true ....
how can i have friends like this what did to deserve this i cut all of them outa my life... but i still feel so dirty and not worthy of life ... so far still no cutting im trying not too but i may fail
leopardfreak