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Journal Entry for January 7, 2009 Mood
Wednesday, January 7, 2009

with the others who did things to me , a friends dad , was my fault . i was 16 or 17 i wore really low tops or tight tops , his dad gabed my boobs when he asked me if i wanted a smoke , then i was so stupid and fell for his trick to get me in the bed room , witch he really groped me , i wanted to cry , on how stupid i was to fall for it ,also he said '' dont tell my son but i would fuck you''

 

ill never for get that night ever cuz i was called alier for it ... pluse his dad went to go shower , i hadnt had the chance to move outa that room yet , and his dad came back in shirtless and he grabed my hand and put it on his dick over the jeans , i pulled away i was to scared to say anything prolly in schock , then he undid his pants and again grabed my hand directly put it on it , i left there crying wanting to die , woundering how a grown man who had kids my age could do that to me ...

 

 

 

another time , i was over at a friends place and i had my pipe we smoked pot got high , and he took advantige of it , i told him no, he never did stop then i said at least a rubber and he refused , and he told me he mixed somthing in the pot after i smoked it .

 

 

another time i met a guy under scetchy sercumstances , my falt , he tried to have sex with me i said no , firmly many times , he stuck it in anyways , i screamed and screamed and struggled and scared him off ,

 

these times were my fault i dont think anything will change that ... but live and learn

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